Another Disney Story [Tracob AU] ; sequel to Disney Boys

thirty

shots. shots. shots.

that's all jacob hears.

the people around him are cheering him up.

as he places another glass of burning liquor to his lips.

he is hurting himself.

he knows that.

and all he sees is troye.

and it hurts more than he could physically hurt himself.

and the liquor is flowing down his throat.

it burns,

it itches.

it hurts. it hurts bad.

but he does not care at the moment.

his eyes are blurry, visages unclear, lungs and liver completely unknown and he felt stupid.

he felt weak.

without troye, he felt lost.

too lost to be described in words.

and then he continued.

hurting, drinking.

killing everything.