You didn't just date me,
You dated her and
Someone else!
You didn't just say you loved me,
You loved her and guess what!
Also someone else!
You didn't just fuck me over,
You fucked her over too
And what a fucking surprise,
You're still fucking with someone else.
What did I do?
Was it me?
Did I not fucking love you?
Did I make you feel so unwanted you flocked to others,
Taking in as many as you could,
Was it me!?
It must have been me..
I don't know the others,
But I bet you all still talk,
I don't want to know the others,
How you lied to us all
But still manage to clutch at my heart,
Was it worth it?
Maybe for you three was the magic number,
But maybe you had more and if you did I don't want to know,
I don't want to know how you loved more then one when you said you loved me.
Fool me once,
Shame on you,
Fool me twice,
Get the fuck out of my life,
How did this happen..
I blame myself I blame me I blame myself I blame me,
Let me slip under the tide and give in to all the pain,
I can't hurt you!
I sent you away..
A decision I stand by to this day.
I hope you're proud,
Proud of this this pain and disarray you have gifted me with,
I hope you choke when you think of me,
I hope it was all worth it.
I hope you're happy,
Although you think that sounds bitter,
I mean it.
I hope you are happy and if you're not I hope you find it but you know what,
I am bitter,
And I do hurt,
A lot. A fucking lot.
I don't need to spit out a thousand metaphors to get that across,
You didn't love me,
You don't love anything,
Because if you even respected me,
You would have dumped me but you didn't.
I hope you're happy.
I really fucking mean it.
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S O U L P O E T
PoezieA collection of poems made in a dark time of my life. I made this book so that I could share my happiness and pain with others who might understand, but more importantly, this book is for those who need to be understood. Hope you all enjoy! Please...
