Merediths Pov
*2 months later*
I get up go to the bathroom and brush my teeth then I brush my hair and put my hair into a pony tail
I go out and see Grayson, Cameron, Sean, and Lisa
"Good morning guys" I said very quietly
They give me a big smile and I furrow my eyebrows
"Hey baby" I hear someone say quietly
My eyes widen and I look up and see Ethan there still laying down but his eyes open and I cry and run up to him
"Meredith"
"What baby?"
"Meredith wake up"
It was just a dream
"Are you ok? You were crying" Lisa said wiping the tears away
"Yea I'm fine it was just a dream" I said quietly staring off to Ethan
"I know it's hard Meredith. It's hard for everyone" Lisa said
I nod giving her a hug
I go to the bathroom and brush my hair then I brush my teeth
I haven't been sleeping much I'm depressed...
I've been waiting for two months almost three and he hasn't woken up!
I don't use my phone at all. I haven't used it since that day
I took a shower yesterday at my house since Grayson told me to go home for a day if I wanted after him begging I agreed
I go out and see Grayson, Cameron, Sean, and Lisa
"Good morning guys" I said quietly
"Good morning" they said giving me a small smile
I sat next to the window and stared off outside looking at the city of Los Angeles and I slowly fall asleep
I wake up in the middle of the night
I check the time 5:31 am
My sleeping schedule is fucked up
I get up and see kiss Ethan's forehead and run my hand through his hair
I grab his hand
"Hey baby I miss you... I don't know how I've done it this far without you it's frustrating me a lot that you can't talk back, hug me when I'm feeling extra sad, kiss me at any given time, I love you baby I'm going to go back to sleep" I said
I fell asleep
Ethan's Pov
"I love you too" I whisper barely audible
I go to sleep to
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Short chapter but these two chapters have been depressing but don't worry it'll get better!
