Merediths Pov
Relatives and friends gather around the grave staring at the two loved ones
I cry silently putting in a little box that had what my mom said that she loves and I put a box in with my dad too. We then put dirt and I cry loudly now seeing that they are Bering buried
"I love you mommy and daddy" I said crying and people looked down or other ways
"I'll always love you" I whispered barely audible
After that I stay and so does my moms side of he family
"Se murieron tan chicos" i said wiping my eyes (they died so young)
"Si" they said and wiped there's tears
The twins and lily stayed with me the whole time and I honestly didn't even know what do say or do
I wanted to punch and cry so hard
But I couldn't...
After staying there a little longer we went back home and I decided to do a video... I might not even post it but I just want to say things
"Ugh... Hey guys this isn't a normal video but umm I'm going to say this in a way I guess... It hurts me a lot" I said
"My mom and dad passed away and it hurts me a lot" I said
"It hurts me so much to see them being buried six feet underground together"
"They passed away holding hands its like they knew" i said looking down
"I love them so much" I said my lips trembling and the tears begging to come out
"I'm saying this now.." I said
"I tweeted this a long time ago when I went on tour and I was in Mexico"
"I haven't hugged my mother in so long that I don't even remember the last time I did"
"I was thinking about everything in life, today in the hotel, and how I'm not appreciating it enough"
"I kept playing with my necklace that my dear mother gave me. And I thought about how short life is"
"When I went home I went to my mother and laid my head on her lap"
"I laid my head on her lap and then hugged her for a minute"
"Because of how rare this happens, she looks at me and asked if I was crying. I said no. She said if I wanted money, I said no"
"She asked if there was something wrong... The fact that she thought it was weird and knew that I went up and hugged her, made me tear up"
"I literally hate myself for not showing love to my own mother"
"I just hugged her and said: " I just miss you momma I'm not crying, I don't want money. I just want to hug you."."
"This is something you should always know, is that life is short. Appreciate everything and everyone in it because one day it'll be gone" I said tears falling out of my eyes
"I also tweeted" I said reading one about my father
"I went up to my dad since he was working hard and decided that I should help him out"
"I remember him furrowing his eyebrows and looking confused because I'm never there... We had a good laugh because I fell in mud" I said looking down biting my lip
"I miss them" I said crying
"Right now go give your parents a hug and tell them how much you appreciate them because one day they won't be there for you" I said
"Bye guys I love you" i ended the video and I went straight to Ethan hugging him
"We are leaving in about a week" Ethan said
I nod
"Let's just go to sleep" Ethan said
He gently picks me up and takes me to my room and we cuddle
Ethan strikes my hair and plays with it while I trace where his abs are
I place my hand down and then get on him cuddling him
"I love you" I whispered
"I love you too" Ethan whispers back kissing my neck
"Your so beautiful" Ethan whispers
He places his hands on my butt in a non sexual way
"The way your hair moves when you walk"
"The way you look at someone when something's wrong" he goes up my body and down to my butt again in a non sexual way
"The way you smile"
"The way you talk and move around"
"The way you hug someone... It's with so much love"
"The way you kiss me... It's like if it was our last day we would get to see each other"
"The way your hips sway when you walk"
"The way your nose scrunches up when you smell or see something gross"
"The way you look at someone... You look at them with so much love"
"The way you laugh and your laugh goes away because your laughing to much"
"The way your body curves"
"The way you sleep you look so peaceful" He continues to go put his hands up and down
"The way you flinch when you see someone get hurt"
"All these things make you, you" Ethan whispers kissing my neck
"They make you unique and it's so beautiful because all the flaws that you see in your face to me are not there"
He kisses my neck for a few seconds
"I want to make love to you Meredith... Love that good love that you won't forget" Ethan whispers kissing my neck everywhere almost
"I love you too Ethan" I said
"You make me feel some type of way..."
"When you touch me I feel sparks everywhere."
"I feel so loved even when your mad at me"
"I feel happy when your in my head or just with me"
"I feel so much better now that your my boyfriend" I said
"Eight months now" Ethan said
"Your 21 I'm 20 your hot I'm hot" Ethan said
"I love you" I said
"I love you too baby" Ethan said kissing me
I kissed him and then I started to drift off into sleep
"Goodnight my love" Ethan said stroking my hair again
"Goodnight baby" I said going off into a peaceful sleep
