Merediths Pov
That night I didn't sleep
I was to busy thinking
The twins didn't sleep either so we decided to do a live and a lot of people were seeing it
"Ok so when we were eating Grayson choked on his spaghetti and I couldn't stop laughing" i said while remembering him choking which made me laugh
"Were you and Ethan taking a shower together" I read
"Umm yes we did but we didn't do anything" Ethan said while smirking
"Disgusting" Grayson said
"Shut up you'll do this someday gray" I said while squinting my eyes
"I love you guys so much" I said laughing at a comment
Skip to Merediths birthday
It's my birthday... I'm 21...
"Let's throw a party for Andrea and you" Grayson said
I look down and feel pain in my chest
"We should..." Ethan said
I nod
I invite everyone that came and it starts at seven
It's five so I need to get ready
I straighten my hair and do my makeup
I then put on a black crop top and white high waisted jeans
I go downstairs and see that people are arriving and I smile
"Hey Zane!" I said hugging him
"Hey Meredith who are you!" Zane said
"Good how are you"
"Amazing" he answers
It goes like his for a long time then it's time to party and get drunk
I take shots and me and Ethan drink and kiss while Grayson is with lily talking
We then go in the backyard and we all sit around a fire while I'm sitting next to Ethan while he has his left arm around me and I lean against him
"Andrea is no longer here" I said quietly
"She was such a great person.. So generous..." I said getting tears in my eyes
"Who would do something to her like that!?" I said
"We know Meredith it was stupid, disgusting, and fucked up" Gabbie says
I nod and sniff as a few tears go down my face
"I loved her so much" I said now crying
"She's not here to celebrate or to drink she's gone" I said sniffling
We quiet down and Ethan hugs me
"It's hard" David says
"We all miss her jokes" Liza said
"Her laugh" Grayson said
"Her curiosity" Ethan said
"Her love towards others" Zane said
"Her sarcasm" Nate says
"Her hugs" Scotty says
