say something | l.s.

- Chapter 17 -

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Song from the chapter: Stubborn Love by The Lumineers 

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Louis’ POV

“Louis…” The voice to answer him doesn’t come out from my mouth, I don’t dare to speak. I’m too embarrassed and I’ve got a massive headache. I’m not sure about what happened last night… well I don’t know every detail of it but I’m naked on Harry’s bed and I remember… I remember that we kissed and then he was on top of me and… oh god. “Lou…” he uses the same tone to call me again and this time he stands up to sit on the edge of the bed, trying to reach me

“No.” My voice comes firmer than I thought and I step his hand away when he tries to reach my arm. I’m shaking, I’m fucking shaking. What did we do, why is last night blurry in my head and just the worst parts come on my mind? This is a nightmare and I’m going to wake up at any time.

“Louis, please, let’s talk.” He sounds so desperate, he looks like he’s going to cry… and so do I, but he has no reason to it and I do.

“Stop saying my name.” I raise my voice, not daring to move from the sheets “That was all what you wanted, right?”

“What?” I want to punch that fucking confused and hurt face off of him

“Don’t start with shits and stop acting. Did you like it?”

“What are you talking about Louis?” so he wants to play

“You took advantage of me while I was fucking drunk.” this time I shout and I just want to be able to move and run away from here. “I can’t believe you actually did this.” I shake my head and try my best to control my emotions. My eyes hurt, I’m trembling and I feel so cold… why this had to happen to us?

“Can you shut the fuck up and fucking listen to me?” he yells. He dares to yell. I look more widely at him, sometimes he surprises me. He breathes heavily and the look he gives me doesn’t match with his behaviour now. “Can you make an effort and try to remember last night?” his tone is lower but he’s kinda mad.

“Don’t fucking talk to me in that tone, like you’re mad. Who is supposed to be mad here is me.” I shout, I hate him so much right now

“Are you sure about that? What do you think that happened last night?” he gets closer and I still don’t dare to move and this time neither talk. “C’mon Louis, say it.”

I look at him unsure “I–You…“

“I took advantage of you?” His tone is calmer now and I’m thankful of it

“Wasn’t that what happened?” he is trying to twist my mind, confuse me so I don’t have a clear vision from yesterday, I can’t allow him to play with me. “We had sex Harry don’t fucking try to confuse me. I know you were sober, how could you?” I yell in his face and he laughs a little. He gotta be kidding.

While he shakes his head, letting out a sight, he lays down, resting his back on the headboard and doesn’t meet my gaze anymore “We didn’t Louis… Do you really think I would do that to you on the state you were?” He asks and I bite my lip. Maybe. “You wanted to though” He laughs and looks at me.

“WHAT?”

“Hey, you did and said some weird stuff to me last night… I was impressed. Now hear me out please,” He looks at me with such a tender expression. “I don’t want you to hate me but I’m gonna to tell you the truth, okay?” I raise my eyebrow