Hinata X Kageyama

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I like my setter. I don't know what to do. He always knows what I want. He understands me even when we say nothing to each other. We are a duo. We are unbreakable, but my love might break our friendship....

I like the spiker. He is so quick and jumps really high for his height. He is very cute and always energetic. His smiles when someone congratulations him. His sadness when he missed that one moment. His laugh when he accomplished something. I want it all. But what if I ruin our friendship?

Lately, he and I haven't talked. We both seem to be busy with our family things. When I'm free, he isn't. When I'm not, he is. Why does it have to be like this? Is it a sign to stop liking him? I hope so.... But at the same time I don't want that.

I haven't had a decent conversation with him for awhile now. I want to hear his voice. His little pitchy, warmth-filled voice as he calls me. I want to see him and talk to him. I want to be engulfed by his existence. I want him.

We talked and it was really awkward. He and I didn't know what to say, but in the end we just ended up practicing. He's always thinking about volleyball. Doesn't seem to be any room for me.

We had... Some what of a conversation. I tossed the ball at him and hit his face. He yelled as I did too and we ended up practicing. I didn't want that to happen, but he seemed really into it, so I just continued on.

TODAY! I'll tell him today. I want to know if I do or don't have a chance. What if I do? That means he is also gay! If I don't then that means that he will have to keep the secret of me being gay. What if he doesn't like me back? Does that mean that he has to keep my secret? Will he be able to keep it? ..... Oh well! There is always tomorrow.

He seemed troubled today. He kept avoiding me, so I chased after him. Of course, he ran.
"WHY ARE YOU RUNNING!"
"WHY ARE YOU CHASING ME?!"
"WELL YOU KEPT AVOIDING ME!"
Then he stopped and I crashed into him. I had him under me and I thought I squashed him, bit he was fine.
"YOU IDIOT."
"Why are you trying so hard?" He asked as I began to calm down and got off of him. I pulled him up.
"What are you talking about?" I asked as he shook his head.
"Kage---" I stared at him as he stared at the floor, "Tobio. I like you." He said. Then I felt a gush of wind hit me. The same wind that I feel when I play volleyball.

He chased me and I said it. Not only that but I said his first name. What will he say? Will he reject me? Will he... Not? What will he say? Please say something.
"Shoyo." He said. That caught my attention.
"I need some time to think." He finished. Crap... He might just reject me. Wait. At least he is thinking about it.

It's been 3 days since then. Kageyama hasn't said anything yet. Maybe he forgot. I'll take that as my rejection. Damn it.

All of the sudden he confessed to me?!?! WHY?! And why did I say I'll think about it?! I like him! Oh I don't want to ruin our friendship. Crap. Okay. What do I do? ....

He called me out during lunch today and what happened was just...

"Why did you call me out?" Hinata asked.

"Look. It's been 3 days since your confession."

"Yes?"

"And... Um... You see... I never not liked you."

"Huh?"

"What I'm trying to say is that... I also like you." Kageyama said, blushing.

"What? What? What? What? What did you just... What?!?! BUT I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU FOR LIKE 2 DAYS AND YOU COME BACK LIKE THAT?!"

"WELL I SAID I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT!

"BAKAYAMA! Why did you make me think that you rejected me?"

"I never said that I rejected you."

"But it took 3 days. It scared me..." Hinata said as he squat to the floor and buried his face into his knees.

"I'm sorry. It's just... What if we break up? It'll interfere with our duo. We can't have that."

"You have a point.... It would have been nice if you didn't even think about Volleyball. You're always thinking about Volleyball." Hinata said as Kageyama sighed.

"I don't always think about Volleyball.... Okay... I do think about it a lot, but there are a couple of things that break it."

"Like what?"

"School."

"Of course."

"Family."

"Duh."

"And... others that I don't remember, but I know that...."

"That....?"

"That I think about you too. Well I think about you most." Kageyama said as they both blushed.

"Well what now?"

"Go out with me."

"Why am I the one that confessed, but you asked me out?"

"Yes or no?"

"Of course. Bakayama."

"Hah." Kageyama said as Hinata looked up.

Kageyama squat to Hinata's height and gave a small peck.

"AHH! BAKAYAMA!"

Hinata blushed as Kageyama smiled. They went to class as the bell rang.