Loving her G x G

Chapter 5

Zoi Thanatos

When I came home, I parked my car to the garaged it then simply tiptoed to the back door but nothing can escape from my mother Melise about it since she was preparing bunch of foods for the pack who was in patrol by now.

"How's school honey?" mommy asked me that me sighed.

"Nothing much just being bullied again yet surprising." I said while walking upstairs that made my mother stabbed the chopping board in half that made me halted.

"Are you forgetting something young lady?" my mother was so scary whenever she's mad over something.

I went back to her to give her a greeting kiss onto her cheeks that both mom and I usually forgot that. well to me it was intentionally since I was still hiding my blushing face. When she was satisfied she let me go and even smacked my butt that made growl and she just chuckled.

"Hurry up honey dinner will be just a minute." Mommy shouted as I reached my room at the second floor left corner wing of the house.

Inside my room I was so tired but mommy doesn't like being late for dinner for no good reasoning to be said to her. I forcefully went to my bathroom to heat a bath to I could relaxed even just for a bit plus I also need to get rid of this heat on my cheeks that was still visible – I think...

Anyway, when my tub was lukewarm already, I put my favorite milk bath liquid soap and stirred it a bit then I soaked myself in it. I sighed of relief as I let myself relaxed from everything and good thing my mommy didn't noticed my clothing was different from this morning.

I was indeed relaxing when my wolf felt so uneasy for some reason then she sat down to howled longingly that made me woke up from my relaxation. I was panting because of that scene in my mind. I went out from my bath then put my PJ's and went down stairs.

When I reached the dining room everyone suddenly stopped from talking and their gazed suddenly fixed on me. I passed through those gaze and sat next to my mommy around the round family table. All of them were still staring at me until mom; Domika came in such hurried but gracefully way inside the dining room.

"Do you have something to tell them, honey?" Mom asked me as she kissed my forehead that made looked confused to what she just whispered to me and she just giggled and kissed mommy's forehead.

"So, you finally howled." Uncle Kyle teased that made me realized that's the reason they were looking at me like I committed a crime.

I glared at him that made him smirked and he really knows how to annoyed my night.

"None of your business Uncle." I annoyingly respond to him that made him laughed that earned a glare from mommy and he shut him up.

I smirked to that.

"So – " mommy was about to say something to me but Mom beat her to that.

"So, who's the lucky person that your wolf howled to?" Mom asked me frankly as she kept eating her raw meat.

"What do you mean?" I questioned them since I really don't get what they meant about it.

"Oh honey, wolves only howled longingly when they miss their mates." Mom replied instead of mommy who has wolf blood in her.

"How should I know..." I slightly said as I focus myself from eating so I could get rid of Mageia's thoughts from my head.

Giggle.

I looked to Mom and she was wearing her very sly smiles that made eyes widen and blushed instantly. She just laughed at me that cause my shyness turned into pissed one – in short I growled at her.

"Zoi Thanatos. She's your mother." Mommy reminded me that me groaned and made mom laughed even more.

"Dom, stop teasing your daughter please." Mommy told to mom and she just nodded but her looked at me was still the same.

"Fine, I will tell you privately since there was something I'd like to know about." I finally told them and kept eating my dinner that made Uncle started on squealing – ayiee.

Tsk! He really knows how to get into my nerves that I had enough of it for tonight's dinner, so I stood up and went to the garden for me to relaxed and be one on one with the moon goddess itself.

"Goddess, is she the one for me well not just for me but to my wolf as well? Please tell me." I told to no one as I kept staring out through the night skies.

As I kept staring to the night, I decided to lay down for a bit while watching the stars dazzling that made me recalled Mageia once again and the way she looked at my eyes like she was staring at my soul.

Howl!

I snapped from my thoughts when I suddenly heard my wolf howled again that made me groaned and some tears fell down to my cheeks so I covered them up with my arm while lying down on the grass.

"What is this...please tell me...how can I deal with it..." I sobbed until I felt mom sat next to me.

"Well, just let it flow to you but if you do, there was no turning back." Mom said to me in such understanding way.

"How? And what is this? I don't get it." I cried even more yet still covering up my face.

"Love. Its mated love. Wolves howls lovingly and longingly to their mate and it seems like yours found its mate that's why don't be confuse to what your heart telling you honey." Mom told me as she tried to soothed my back but nothing happened.

"Still it does...mom..." I still felt it something in chest wanted to get out but I don't know what could it be so it was just stuck on my throat.

"Well, love was indeed mysterious. Love cannot be bound unless you let yourself cloaked by it. To tell you this honey, honestly, I don't get the reason why I love your mommy, why I was bounded to a wolf and a girl but love is love. Loving someone beyond what a family or friend can offer was something can never be explain since there were tons of interpreting them..." mom tried to explained her point of view about love.

"...but if you summed them all up, they still cant explain love. Honey, when the love strikes you can never escape from it and the only thing you can do was to face all of them." mommy joined us then she kissed my forehead.

"We're telling you this based on our experience. Love boundless and unbreakable spell that you cant runaway from plus, when you love you love no matter what gender the person was. You love them because they were who they are not some pretending mask." Mom continued.

"Simply just go with it honey, we got your back. We love you." mommy told me while smiling lovingly to me.

"I love you too mom, mommy." I hugged them as I convinced myself that I must face this new feeling blooming inside of me and deal with it no matter what lies ahead of me now.