I hold the phone in my hand for about ten minutes staring at the wall the phone started to make this anoying beeping sound and I threw the phone across the room then it crashed in to many pieces
I start to cry again then I pull out my computer and pull up the web site again
The next stop is at the Virgin islands but that won't be for about two weeks I get out of my bed and strip down in to my underwear and walk to my bathroom I stand at my full length mirror I can see where I am bigger instead of a flat stomach I have a slight bump between my hips I am turning and looking at it in every direction I go and put on Carter's Letterman's jacket again but this time all I have on is the Letterman's jacket as I walk to the kitchen and fix a huge sandwich with every thing I can find
I bring it to my room and start to eat
I am now feeding three ....
Three...
Three...
I am having twins
Wow my is going down the tubes
I stop thinking about that and focus on my sandwich
This is a really good sandwich
It has ham, turkey ,chicken, spray cheese, sliced cheese, cheddar chips ,pickles ,and mayo
God I love this sandwich...
Wow I am starting to sound like a pregnant lady
I finish the sandwich in record time then I go and grab some milk
I read milk is good for the baby... Babies
I down the milk and go find the car keys I put on a light green sundress with yellow flowers on it. I love the dress because
One I don't look fat
Two it's summer and hot
Three I am too lazy to put on pants
I take the car and drive to babys'R'us I walk in with what little money I have
The whole time I am getting looks from women who are older than me and more pregnant then me
I have my hand on my stomach every so often telling my babies about the idem I found
I was looking at strollers when a woman walked up to me
"Are you shopping for your mom?" She asks sweetly with her hand on her slightly extended stomach
"Um ..No I am looking for my babies..." I say
Her whole face drops
"Your pregnant?" She asks
"Um yah I just found out a few days ago " I say patting my belly
"Oh honey. How old are you ?"
"Sixteen " I say
"Are you keeping?" She whispers
"Of course! Why wouldn't I.
I mean yah I am too young but I am the one who fucked up not them" I say pointing at my stomach "why would I punish them for being here when I did It"
The woman looks at me
"You know it takes a brave woman to admit that. I wanted to abort but I didn't and it's a little too late but I am the one who got pregnant and gave them life ....Thank you sweetheart and I hope you have an easy pregnancy. I bet that baby will be loved so much once it comes In this world"
"Actually I am having twins"I say to her
She smiles and gives me a hug I look around a little longer and find some bottles and pasifiers
I toss them in to my cart and keep looking when I get to the clothes I find some onesies that are funny but not fully appropriate but get them anyway I grab two of them because I don't know the genders yet I grab a gray and a red ones that say
'I have been farther in that then you ever will'
I is so funny I can't not get it so after circling the store a few more times I check out for the clothes and the bottles and some other odd and ends I end up paying fifty dollars I load up the car and leave once I get home I take the bags to my room and put it all in the back corner of my closest for the rest of the day I shop on line on Wish and find a ton of stuff for my babies I look up the plane schedule for the Virgin islands and find out that the next flight to America leaves a week after the cruise gets there so I won't see him for three weeks
I have mentally decided that I am not going to tell Carter over the phone
I need to tell him in person
This is too important to tell on the phone
I start planning how I am going to tell him
I grab a clean note book and write 'baby book' on the front in sharpie
I write letters to them telling them how much I love them
And I can't wait to hold them
I tell them about there father and how much I love him
Once I am done I grab my phone and I change into a black bra and a floor length skirt I stand I front of the mirror and take the pic of my baby bump
I am going to take one every week so I can see how big I get
After I finish taking pictures of my bump
I text Kat
Hi Kat u want to get lunch today?
Sure where at?
Let's go to the new burger place🍔🍔🍟
K what time⏰
Be there in 20 min
K love u 😘
I throw on a white shirt and do my hair up in a messy bun and grab my purse and keys
On my way to the place I play panic! At the Disco
I get threw three songs when I get there
I find a parking space close to the entrance
I look around for Kat when I see her in a booth in the corner of the room I walk over to her
She is twiddling with a lock of hair when she sees me
"Ray! Oh my gosh I feel like I haven't seen you in forever."
I give her a hug as we sit down
"So why did you want to see me ?" She asks sweetly
"What I'm not allowed to have lunch with my bestie" I say putting my hand on my chest sounding hurt
We start to laugh
"So how is it going with the boyfriend?" I ask
"We broke up a few days ago. No biggie"
"OK so what should we order I am starving" I say picking up the menu
"Well I'm getting a milkshake for sure I hear they are awesome here "
"OK I'll get a chocolate chip cookie one and a bacon cheese burger what about you ?" I look up at her
"I'll get the same but with an extra large fry for us to share"
"Sounds great " I say putting my menu down
We have small talk until the waitress comes and takes our order
"OK Kat I didn't call you here to just have lunch" I say fiddling with my straw "I actually have something important to tell you"
She stops eating and sets her milkshake down
"Ray what is wrong? Is it Carter? Did he hurt you? "
"No he didn't hurt me. But it is about him" I say trying to hold buck tears
"What did he do " she asks
"Me" I whisper
"Aww.Ohhh y'all finally did it!" She says jumping up and down in her seat
"You didn't let my finish." I say "we did but ...I. um ..Well"
"Spot it out" she almost screams
"I'm pregnant! Got damn it !"
We sit in silence for a minute
"What?" She whispers
"I'm pregnant."
"Are you going to keep ?" She asks
"Yes. And I am going to go to school and finish what I started"
"Does Carter know?" She asks
"Not yet. But I am telling him in person not over the phone "
"Why didn't you use a condom" she asks
"You know that doesn't even cross a mind when you are playing a stripping game " I say sarcastically
"Ohhh y'all were playing a stripping game!Can I be the god mother! Is it a boy or girl?"
"I'm having twins Kat and it's too early to know the genders but I'm gong to find out in two weeks. I think I don't know how long till I find out but my first appointment is a week before Carter gets here. Do you want to come with me to the appointment ?" I ask putting my hand on my babies
"Um let me think... YES! I want to go." She gets out of her booth and slides in next to me
"Can we feel your belly?"
"Sure but you won't feel anything yet" she puts her hand on my stomach
"Hello in there it's your aunt Kat I can't wait to hold you two. I love you! OK so the appointment need to get here quick " she says to me
"Yes it does." I smile and Pat my belly.
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What About Us
Lãng mạnTwo high school students fall in love at a rubage sale. Ray and Carter fall deeply in love at the wrong time. Between fights, friends, and family they are on the verge of losing each other will their deep love for each other be enough to hold them t...
