I know, I am a terrible person, I am rude, I am selfish, I have wronged you and many others. So, It's okay to leave me alone. Isn't living together with guilty conscience enough punishment for me? Why do you get angry in a way that makes me feel you are pitying me? Is that, what is left in between us? Leave, like everybody, please leave me if I can't be the person, you want me to be. I am ashamed of my mistakes and have vowed to myself to never do them again. What is done is done, unfortunately, I can't change it. I am not begging you to stay, it's not like I will happy if you leave, no, I would be a mess, but I will be spared of daily torture that you are forcing yourself to stay with me. Don't stay, just leave.
