The Driver (Completed)

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( Emily )

''god emily how could you be so stupid!'' i bark on myself while walking around in circles.

i have to gather myself. i can't walk around like this.

the bed is the closest thing so i decide to sit down on it. my brain is working harder than ever. how can i expect alison to come with me on my tour if she's pregnant? that's right. i can't! it's a lot of stress during those tours and i can't risk anything with her now.

''emily..?''

i snap back to reality. ''mm?''

''can i come in?'' the blonde asks.

i sigh and pat the bed, motioning for her to sit.

her weight presses down the cover, causing us to end up in same height.

''are you mad?'' she whispers.

i shake my head. ''no. i can't be mad at you.''

''i'm really sorry for this. i know it's all my fault. i should've been taking pills afterwards. i mean how can i--''

i put my finger over her lips. ''not another word.'' i pause. ''i'm not mad alison. and this is not your fault at all. there's a thing called 'condom' and i could've used one. i just forgot about it at the moment.'' i admit with big inner jitters.

''emily?''

i turn my attention to her. ''yeah?''

''promise me this won't be the end.''

my eyes widen in shock. ''what do you mean? like..you think i'd give up on us because of this?''

i can't help but get angry. she's been thinking i'll dump her because of this?

she nods carefully, tears forming in her eyes. ''will you?''

i use my thumb to wipe them away. ''now you listen to me alison dilaurentis.'' i crawl on top of the bed and place myself behind her with one leg on each side of her. my hands reach for hers and squeeze them lightly. ''you and i are in the middle of a roller coaster right now. it's been nothing but uphill roads this far. but that's what we need to get downhill. we need to stay together and fight for this. and i know one thing for sure..i can never fight enough for you.'' i tell her and kiss her cheek.

she jerks her hands out of my grip to wipe away tears that's falling from her eyes. ''god emily fields. you need to stop being this romantic or i need a full supply of handkerchiefs.'' she whispers between her sobs.

i wrap my arms around her and rest my head on her shoulder. ''i've never felt like this before. you're so perfect i can barely separate dreams from reality anymore. being around you makes my body go weak and not only because you're sexy as hell, but also because you have my heart resting in your hands.'' i whisper back.

suddenly she turns around in my embrace and grabs my face. ''i love you so much.'' she exclaims before pressing her lips against mine with passion. i kiss her back and place my hands on her sides. she climbs as close as possible in my lap until we fall back on the bed.

once we pull away we lean our foreheads together.

''i love you more.''

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that was the last chapter before the time jump is coming. i feel like i have to move forward a little or it'll be very slow.

happy sunday! //M

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