The Driver (Completed)

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( Alison )

i walk out of the box and follow far behind her until the big gate tear us apart. i place my arms on top of it and watch the drivers drive out on the track.

i'm still not used to having feelings for someone that's putting herself in danger at least once a week. it takes a lot of inner strength to not burst out in tears every time she leaves me for that dirty sport.

''hey alison. how is it?'' a voice asks beside me.

i tilt my head to the side and see hanna's smiling face. ''hey, it's fine i guess. nervous as usual.''

''how's the baby? you know the gender yet?''

i sigh. ''no. i wanted to find out..but not without emily and when she went to stockholm i didn't care anymore. it doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl.'' i say, trying to light up my mood.

it's a lie though. i've always wanted a daughter, but i know emily wants a son. it's complicated and the worst part is that i can't talk to her about it since she's never home. sadly, it's always her career in the first place.

''i'm so proud of you. i don't know if i would be able to stay this strong while my partner is out there, barely contactable.'' hanna tells me.

a small fake-chuckle escape my lips. ''if you only knew how weak i really am, hanna.''

''what do you mean?''

''it's just that..sometimes it feels like her career is everything she cares about. i don't even remember the last time she said or did something romantic for me..'' i pause and feel a small pain in my chest. ''..it hurts so much.''

hanna wraps her arms around me. ''aw, don't say that. we both know emily loves you more than she loves herself and that is technically impossible!''

i don't know how, but hanna just made me smile. just when i thought it was impossible to light up my day, she manages to do it.

''thanks.'' i whisper and hug her back. ''you're a real friend.''

''no problem. just a little reminder. i will be the godmother, no matter what emily says!'' she exclaims.

i begin to laugh as my attention turns back to the track. the heat is just about to start. hanna and i walk up to the vip seats and watch them drive together with the rest of the team.

watching your partner drive like it's about life or death is both sexy and extremely challenging. two things our relationship will have forever.

it's the last round and emily is first, not really a surprise. the second one is that bitch emily's been telling me about, mascon.

suddenly i see her drive up beside her and begin to push emily outwards. i get up from my seat and grab hanna's binoculars.

''ey! i need that!'' hanna yells over the loud noise.

i ignore her and take a closer look at the two drivers fighting on the track.

''what the hell emily, stop it..'' i whisper to myself.

my breath gets stuck in my throat as i watch that mascon bitch drive further away from her and all of a sudden drive with all her power to the right, hitting emily's back wheel hard enough to lose the control. i cover my mouth in shock as emily's motorcycle spins around in the air and emily flies right into the wood fence.

everything stops. i can't breath. the arena gets silent as everyone's attention turns to her lifeless body laying in the middle of the track, covered in dirt.

''EMILY!'' i scream before running the fastest i can down the stairs. as i jog towards the gate i hear hanna and the team running behind me.

''OPEN THE FUCKING GATE, NOW!'' hanna yells at the guards. they open it and let us pass.

we run up to her and try to press us through the paramedics but they stop us. ''you can't get closer. we have to check her first.'' a tall man tells us before joining his colleagues.

my head begins to spin. god this can't be happening. i can't lose her!

''she's unconscious, we need to get her into the ambulance!!''

''get here as fast as you can!!''

''hurry up, she's not contactable!!''

the tears stream down as i watch them lift her onto the stretcher and into the ambulance.

all of a sudden i hear screaming coming from behind. i turn around and see hanna marching towards a woman in leather suit. i follow her and hanna's next move surprises me. she grabs her shoulder so she turns around and punch her right in the face.

''YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE?!'' hanna screams in her face.

the girl, mascon apparently, covers in face and groans. ''what? i didn't do anything! she drove off the track herself!''

i shake my head in disbelief before walking up to them. ''you know what, you just caused an accident and because of you my partner is on her way to the fucking hospital. you even understand what that means?'' i ask her, feeling anger build in my veins.

a big grin appears on the girl's face. ''so what?''

i see hanna having a hard time not tackling the bitch to the floor and beat the life out of her so i grab her hand and drag her with me. we leave the track and she begins to calm down.

''i wanna kill her..'' hanna mumbles.

''me too, but emily's more important right now. can you drive me there?''

''of course, come on.''

we walk out from the arena and get into hanna's car.

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did you guys see the paleyfest yesterday? so much emison in it!

A/N: maybe some of you saw it coming? a terrible accident :/

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