Zombie Apocalypse/Mashton

part four

Michael's pov

I woke to sunshine beaming in my face, I gave out a yawn and looked at Ashton who was still asleep and snuggled into my side, I found myself admiring him and stroke down Ashton's back. Not long after he began to slowly wake up and rubbed his eyes, "morning" me mumbled "morning" I replied back with a smile, my body had instantly craved Ashton's beside me once he had sit up yet I didn't want to confuse the boy more than I already had so I left it "did you er sleep okay?" he asked "yeah I slept good, did you?" I said, still laying down and saw him give a nod "yeah." "so what do you want to do today? I mean I don't know how long this whole zombie shit will last for" he gave a shrug as usually the first thing he does before answering, maybe it's some type of tick, I really don't know "I dunno, why don't you know? you are meant to know all that stuff" he continued "I know how to survive it but I don't know what to do to keep us entertained on a mountain " "oH..well.." he started then stopped, looking as if he was in thought what we could do "we could at least find a lake in the countryside, away from he zombies and go for a swim" "a swim? in the cold?" "unless you don't want to..." "no no..I mean if you want to then sure" "but do you want to though?" he gave a shrug and I mentally eye rolled at that "I don't mind Michael" "we could do something else if you want..actually ...I have a better idea" "which is?" he asked and looked towards me "come on..follow me" he raised an eyebrow "you can't tell me?" "I can but..outside the tent" I said and crawled outside the tent "um okay" I heard Ashton mumble and follow me outside the tent.

"you need to learn how to kill a zombie" I said bluntly "yea-wait what?" "you need to learn. It'd be helpful for you" "Michael, I'm not doing that." "this is for your own good. come on man" "don't tell me what's for my own good, I know it's not to kill" Ashton argued, starting to get annoyed as was I "well since you can never seem to take care of yourself it seems that I seem to know more about your own good than you do" "excuse me?" Ashton scoffed "you heard what I said, I'm trying to protect my friend" "protecting me by being a dick and saying that?" "dude, don't call me a dick for being honest!" I shot back "looks like I already did, I just don't need you telling me what to do okay? you're not my mother!" "I try my hardest to be the best friend I can and you make it so fucking hard. you're the pussy that sits there wanting me to solve everything for you" the words came faster out my mouth before I could even think about what I was saying or what was going on "well maybe I just sit there like a 'pussy' because you are so fucking controlling of everything! I never ask you to sort my shit out so don't say that!" "why are you having a go at me?! you need to sort out your shitty behaviour" "shitty? wow..thanks Michael. You are really showing your true colours there" honestly fuck this "I can't be arsed with this, I'm leaving, I'm so angry I want to go out and lash on some ugly zombies" "fine, suit your fucking self" "I will do! fucking immature prick!" "well go on then! go!" I gave him a dirty look and walked off, out of sight. Trying to rather my thoughts on what the hell just happened, did I just lose my best friend? and someone I may have possible feelings for, well I guess we will see.

Three hours later or around there I had calmed down and walked back to Ashton, he better still be there and at least okay. As I walked back into our little camp luckily he was there, I saw him before he saw me, pacing back and fourth. I braced myself and walked up to him with my hands in my pockets "um..I'm back" he looked at me straight away after he heard my voice and his face washed with relief "you had me so worried! I thought you died! or got lost! or or something!" "nah..I'm fine" "are you sure?? you didn't get bit or hurt??" he asked in his flustered and worried state, which I'm not gonna lie, it's adorable "I didn't even see any zombies, thank goodness. are you okay??" I asked, now it was my turn to worry "well kinda now that you are back..now I can stop freaking out" "it's going to be okay now, I promise. I'm sorry I was such a pig" "you weren't Michael..trust me I was." "I'm so sorry for everything I said" "I'm sorry too..I wasn't thinking straight" with all that said I hugged him in which he hugged back, we stayed that way for a little while, long and tight "I don't like arguing with you..it's one of the things I hate the most" Ash spoke up, "me too, I can't stand it" I agreed "I just..I don't think that there is a need for killing them you know?" "I see where you are coming from, but if we don't kill them..they'll kill us" "it's not going to last that long okay?..it can't" "I guess, we just have to stay away from them" "I know..I know.." he muttered. I put my hand on the back of his head "it's gonna be okay now" "promise?" "I promise." I said and walked closer towards him, seeing him watch my actions and nod slowly "good.." "I won't let anything hurt either of us" "but something could happen..you never know" "it won't" I said and found myself leaning in to kiss him.

I sensed his lips getting closer to mine then stop, I opened my eyes and looked at him "Michael..we can't do this" "please..please" I started to beg, just craving his lips upon mine "Michael.." he started and shook his head "have I..done something wrong??" "no no, I just..I can't kiss someone who doesn't like me back" I braced myself for saying what was to leave my mouth "but the thing is..I..I do..I never really felt this way about you before but now I'm starting to feel the same..I feel like we have gotten so much more closer" "it's been crazy recently and you know that..you are probably just not thinking straight" "but just looking at you..I get this feeling..I've never felt this way about a girl before.." I said, starting to pour my heart out, seeing that his mouth was saying one thing but his eyes was telling a whole new story "I still can't..your confused and that is okay" "I don't think I'm confused. But I get it..sorry I won't try again.." "that's what you want to think, but trust me I know, I know how it feels to doubt your sexuality" "I just don't know what's going on in my head right now, If I kissed you..I feel that it it would..feel..right..you know?" he bit his lip "yeah..yeah I get you" "for me..maybe it would feel right but I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable" "you wouldn't.." "would it hurt if I did it just once more?"  "I...I guess not" "you promise?" "I promise" he nodded.

I leaned in and held onto the back of his head and felt Ashton's lips attach onto mine, after what felt around seven seconds  I felt Ashton slowly pull his lips away from mine "that was just..amazing" I managed to get out "wait, what? really?" "yup" I giggled "I felt fireworks" a blush placed onto his cheeks "glad I'm not the only one.." "you felt it too?" he gave a nod "I did" "I know I only said  just once..but it felt so right" I said, feeling greed of Ashton's lips take over me and felt his lips upon me, where it felt perfect and filled with passion, I kissed back while running my fingers through his golden brown locks and him deepening the kiss, I took this chance to gently nibble on his lip and felt Ashton's tongue lip into my mouth, I slowly sucked on his tongue and heard a quite moan escape his lips. I moved my hands down to his butt and gently squeezed. Though I soon pulled away, knowing that otherwise this would lead to something more, trust me I wanted to, but his first time needs to be really special.

"Man that was just..the best kiss I've ever had, no joke" "I'm glad you think so" he said with a blush "was..that your first ever kiss?" I asked curiously. He shook his head "no..but it was my best" I chuckled and embraced him into my arms "what's so funny?" "you..you're just so adorable" he gave out a giggle "oH thanks" I smiled at the sound of his giggle and stroked his hair, stuck in a loving glaze with no cares.

Well, had no cares, until a faint noise of a growling noise "what's that noise?" I asked, I looked around to see a zombie "oH shit no!!!!" "what??" "one of the zombies have found us..we need to do something" "no." "we need to at least run..we can't just stand here" "yes we can Michael, that whatever it is, is a part of someone's family" "Ashton..it's already dead..and so will we be if you don't get out of here or fight back" I said as the zombie got closer and closer to us "it's not dead okay!" he  said.the loving atmosphere around us dissapear quicker and quicker "of course it is! it's their dead-life or our life that we have ahead of us." I looked at the zombie who was only getting more close as each second went by "not kill it" "but if we don't kill it..that means they're winning" "don't be ridiculous" "I'm not!" I shouted which attracted the zombie to come closer to me "well just dodge it or something!" "look out!" I said as another one made it's way towards Ashton and pushed him out the way . I quickly grabbed the bat and beat them both down to the floor until they both fully died. "Michael stop it! they are dead okay!" I found myself started to cry "I'm so sorry Ashton! I didn't mean to!" "just put the bat down.." he said with his voice full of disappointment. I put the bat down and wiped the tears away "we gotta move our stuff further up the hill, I looked at Ashton who was staring at the dead zombies on the floor. My tears came back and I sat on the floor "I fucking hate myself!I hate myself! I'm so selfish!" "Michael you aren't selfish.." Ashton said in a small voice "can we please just move the stuff?" a sigh left his lips "whatever you want.."I didn't bother to question it, just got up and grabbed some of the stuff and moving it, with him doing it too.

We set everything up and after a while I had just finished making a fire "I'm not gonna lie, it looks a lot cosier up here" Ashton didn't reply but just went into the tent and in his sleeping bag.  I followed him in and got into my own "are you..mad at me?" "goodnight Michael" was all he said before going to sleep "oH..night.." I said, feeling my heart sink and just wanting him by my side. I was tempted to pick him up and lay him next to me but I know that wouldn't end well in the morning. I sighed, wondering what tomorrow would bring, if I would be lucky enough for Ashton's lips to be on mine again.

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