I am what I feel

Of failed attempts, fights and some interactions

I'm posting early, yay! Yeah this probs won't happen again but tomorrow is the start of simbar ficweek (you should go to tumblr this week and take a look to it if you like simbar) and I wanna focus on that because of I'm a mess and I have almost nothing...Anyway I hope you guys like this <3  

 Ámbar is not really mad at Matteo, just a little annoyed. It's not that she is any way emotionally attached to the idea of her an Matteo being a romantic relationship but she can believe he is giving up the chance of being basically the rulers of school and the roller just for that little girl, and that's another thing that girl is so plain, she is kinda cute that's true, but she is nothing special and she is not someone Ámbar Smith should be rejected for, if you are gonna turn down Ámbar Smith at least do it for someone who at least comes close to her because you'll never get someone as amazing as her, of course.

Matteo skates into the rink and for just one second Ámbar thinks he is there to apologize to her but then the little girl skates right behind him and he turns around and smiles at her and Ámbar huffs, he couldn't even bother to go make sure she was alright, okay she is being a drama queen but he could have at least tried to talk to her.

Ámbar sighs, she has to admit, at least to herself, that the problem is not Matteo the problem is that she feels like she was rejected and she is really sensitive to that. But whatever, she will continue being annoyed at him because she can and no one can stop her.

"Who's that girl Matteo is flirting with?" Delfi asks, curious.

"I thought he was flirting with you." Jazmín says surprised looking at Ámbar and she glares at her, this girl really needs to learn when to shut up.

"He was." Ámbar says annoyed.

"And he changed you for that girl? "Jazmín asks and Ámbar takes a deep breath.

"He didn't." Ámbar mutters, she is gonna murder Jazmín one of these days.

"Of course he didn't. "Delfi hurries to fix what Jazmín just sayed. "Look at her and look at Ámbar, she can't even try to compare."

"She does have a really bad sense of style." Jazmín says scrunching up her nose.

The three of them stay in silence, watching as Matteo tries to teach the girl some simple tricks on the skates, the girl is picking them up fast but she still makes mistakes, of course, and Matteo just smiles wide at her and shows her again. Ámbar smiles a little to herself if Matteo is going to throw to drain the chance of being an best power couple in school, the rink and on stage he is at least doing it for a girl he really seems to like and not just another of his conquests.

"They kinda look cute together, though." Jazmín says after a while and Delfi sends her a 'shut the fuck up' look but Ámbar just shrugs, she doesn't understand what he could possibly see on this girl but he seems but, whatever she guesses she'll have to deal with it and probably with her too at some point, if the way Matteo is looking at her is any indication.

Ámbar and the girl skate for a while, trying out new tricks and enjoying the attention most people on the rink give them when they land them but soon enough she sees the little girl skate off the rink and she takes the opportunity to go to Matteo.

"Where'd she go?" Ámbar asks."Got bored of you already."

"She went to check on her friend." Matteo says not taking his eyes off the brunette until she disappears into to the locker room. "She left Nina with Gastón and she wants to make sure she is doing okay."

"Nina?" Ámbar asks the name rings a bell but she can't quite place it at that moment.

"Simonetti." Matteo clarifies. "The quiet girl on the year below us that is always here yet never skates."