I don't know what to do tell them the truth and hurt there feelings or lie and hurt my self

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Thoughts Of Life!!??
RastgeleThis book is about thoughts that pop into my head about life but stories of what I feel sorry for any grammar spelling I use the microphone thing so I couldn't fix stuff completely I'm sorry.
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I don't know what to do tell them the truth and hurt there feelings or lie and hurt my self