If Only

CHAPTER 19

JESSICA'S POV*

   I walked and walked. Thinking about Yoon Gi. Is he really my friend? My childhood friend? Only Tiffany knows my korean name. In that school, I nvr really told anyone what my korean name is, even if they did ask.
    "Welcome home, young miss." The helper said. I nodded my head and went up to my room. I placed the coffee on my table and looked at the calender. 3 more days to my birthday. 18 April.
      Suddenly, my door opened. Sweet cupcake smell filled my room. I turned and saw Chang Wook oppa with a box of cupcakes coming towards me. I smiled, he always buy cupcake 3 days before my birthday. " Here you go! Cupcake delivery for Miss Jessica." "Thank you so much!!! Where did you buy it from?" I asked him. I was expecing the one from the same shop that he buy and sends it to USA. "My friend made it at my workplace just for you." "U mean Hamster cafe?" I asked back. He nodded his head. He is really lying to me....

     "Thanks for the cupcake. I am going out for some fresh air." I grabbed my thin jacket and walk out of the room. "Unnie, where are you going?" I turned and was krystal. "To the nearby park." She always understand what that means. She nodded her head and left me alone as I walk towards the park.

      Once I reached the park, I started to think where oppa is lying. Should I trust him or not?

    I felt like he is lying be I want to trust him. My gut is telling me to trust him. Why? Suddenly I felt like someone is beside me. I turned and saw Yoon Gi. "Why are you alone here in the park?" He asked looking at me. "Nothing, just thinking about random stuff. You?" "Nothing either, You could say that I am bored." He replied. With his answer, I continued staring at nothing. Thinking about life. "Yah, your birthday is 18 april right?" He asked. How did he know? "How did you know?" "I thought I said I was your childhood friend, Soo Yeon shii." I gave him a pouting face"Why do I feel like I can't trust you?" Suddenly, he pulled me into a hug, "You can trust me, please do" No, sica, you cannot trust anyone. Don't fall for it. But I burst into tears. I told him everything.