Now That You Know Us

Confessions

Hunter's P.O.V

OMFG I'm so Stupiddddddddddddddddddd....... I'm gonna kill myself. I REALLY WANTED TO TELL HIM SOMETHING DIFFERENT!!! C'MONNNNNN!! I was gonna... I was gonna tell him that... I like guys. But NOOOOOOOO.... I was too much of a pussy to even tell him that... but what if he found out that i think he's cute. UGHHHHHHHH! Whatever....

And what's worse is that i told him something that shouldn't have even came out of my mouth... i don't know why I told him. i really don't. it just came out.(BAHAHA, CAME out, as if I have already)

Well, i guess I'll tell him later...

5 weeks later...

Gabe's P.O.V

Sooooooooooo......

It's been exactly 5 weeks and several hours into the school day since I last talked to Hunter besides sending daily streaks to him. I've been trying to get my emotions about him together. But it's really hard for me to NOT talk to him, or even look at him. Fuck, I can't even keep his name OR image out of my head. I miss him. I wanna see him. I miss his light light brown eyes. And his smile. His smile is the one thing that gives me purpose in life. He also just has this.... glistening, radiant aura, like when we're together, I'm not depressed. i.....

i love him....

.... im gay.....

...and im gay for him

...and honestly...

I don't know what I would do without him in my life. I just met him a little more than a month ago, and I already made such an attachment to him.

The reason WHY I love him? I could name all of the small and oddly specific reasons why, but I'll just generalize it for you...

...we oppose each other.

Being his friend is like fire and water, an angle in love with a demon, cats and dogs that get along.

hell and heaven

angelical demons

smart idiocy

fast slowness

angry joy...

...hated love.

He's so perfect in every way. i love all of his imperfections that he "claims" to have. I just wish he knew... He needs to know the truth about me. I love him too much. But i also don't wanna stress him out anymore than i already have what.... With me running out on him like a little bitch the moment he told me a really big and meaningful secret.

UGHHHHHHHH.... whatever....

guess i have to tell him...

today.

i have to find him..now.