His Sick Idea of Love (My Sick Obsession Sequel)

A Horrible Feeling

Jackal stared at the sleeping blonde. The one he claimed as 'his'. He carefully watched her body slowly rise and fall, indicating her soft breathing. She would flinch and roll over a couple of times but other than that she was quite peaceful. He enjoyed seeing her in that state, but at the same time, he hated it. Seeing her look at peace with no worry in the world really seemed to piss him right off. A fearful expression on her face suited her much better in his opinion. But instead of disturbing her he rolled over and tried to get some rest.

Although as much as he tried to sleep, he couldn't. There was too much on his mind, he couldn't relax. Memories of all the things he had done to her were repeating itself in his head. But it was different. Before when he would remember these memories of the way he tortured Lucy, he enjoyed it, hell, it was some of his best moments! But now, he feels nothing but shame and guilt. He remembers this feeling. Back when he kept her in the abandoned cottage, he felt awful and guilt-ridden, so he fed her and treated her well for a while. 

He really hated this feeling. He was one of the Nine Demon Gates created by the black wizard Zeref! He shouldn't be feeling this way. Yet he did. He loathed this emotion, this strange horrible feeling. It was awful. He had to get rid of it. For past hour he had been trying to forget about those past memories. He couldn't. It seemed impossible. Truly impossible! He couldn't handle it anymore. He sat up, shaking violently in irritation and turned to glare dangerously at Lucy. His eyes twitched with rage. He stood and walked over to her. 

"You, Wake up!" He yelled, placing his foot on her side and giving her a hard shove. She instantly woke up and stared at him. She flinched back in fear at the pure anger in his eyes. "You! What the hell are you doing to me!?" Lucy's expression of fear into one of confusion. "W-what do you mean?" She stuttered out, only to have Jackal shove her back again. "Oh, don't you dare play dumb with me, girl." He snarled at her viciously. "What have you done to me! I use to be remorseless, I could do whatever horrible thing I wanted to you! Yet I feel awful when I remember all those things I did to you! I feel guilty and it's all your fault!" 

Jackals clenched fist flew down at Lucy, ready to collide and hopefully break some of her teeth. Yes. He giggles softly as he imagined the beautiful sound of her teeth cracking and breaking off as they were ripped out of her gums. But, his fist ended up stopping a few inches from her face. Lucy sat there in shock as Jackal seethed heavily. "There! There it is again!" He screamed. "Now I can barely even hurt you!" Jackal's hands reached down and grabbed the collar of Lucy's torn up shirt. "You better tell me what you're doing to me you wench! You better bloody tell me!"

"If I knew I would tell you! Bastard!" She growled at him, trying to pry herself out of his tight grasp. "Bullshit! I swear to God if you don't tell me right now I'm going to kill you!" He shoved her onto the ground and spat at her. "How can you kill me when you can barely hurt me, huh?" Lucy smirked at him weakly. She had a point and as much as Jackal wanted to deny it, he knew it was true. "You skank! This is all your fault!" He yelled again, pointing an accusing finger at her.

Lucy's eyes widened and she stood, staring at him with an intense glare. "My fault? My fault!?" Lucy marched right up to him, her teeth grit with anger. "How is any of this my fault!? You're the one who started everything! All of this is your fault!" Jackal stumbled back a bit from her outburst and lowered his head. Lucy sat back down and rubbed her temples. Jackal sat down as well. "I hate you" he growled at Lucy. "I know that" She answered back.

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"I think we're getting close!" Natsu said happily. "Good to hear, Natsu. We'll retrieve Lucy and take Jackal to prison, where he belongs."  Natsu and Gray nodded in agreement. "It will be the last time this happens, hopefully when he catch the bastard he'll get the death sentence!" Gray growled. "Trust me, he will. The number of crimes he's committed, it's too obvious that's the sentence he'll get!" Erza said in a come on strong way.

Erza's face softened and she looked down. "Erza? You alright?" Gray asked gently. "The amount of pain Lucy must be going through, I blame myself! If only we protected her, this wouldn't be happening" Erza wept. "Don't worry, Erza" Natsu began. "We're going to find Lucy, no matter what! We won't stop!" Erza nodded. "We're gonna give that bastard the beating of his lifetime, we'll make sure he pays!" Gray spoke with a reassuring grin.

Erza took out her sword "you said we're almost there, Natsu. Is that correct?" He nodded. 

"Good, because I'm going to give back the pain this demon gave Lucy. We shall avenge her."