Its been 5 weeks since I have harmed. All because of a song. It's called 'Moments', by One Direction. Their my idols, and when I fell down, they helped me up. Amd when I couldn't hang on, they held on harder.
I got up, walking towards the blade in my wardrobe. What's the worst that could happen? I grabbed the blade, and pressed it against my skin.
Worthless
Ugly
Freak
Emo
Hated
No friends
Alone
These words played in my mind. And with every one word, came a small cut. "I'm sorry...." I whispered to myself. As I placed another cut to my fragile skin, that song came on.
Shut the door, turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded
Like tonight's sky
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this hard girl
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today..
"I can't do this anymore!!" I shouted at my reflection in the mirror, and left. "Whats up, Si?" Mia asked. I realised I left the radio on in my room. Woops... "Don't worry, please." I say, walking out the door to my newest destination. The hardware shop.
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