You Saved Me - Niall Horan Fan Fic

3 Song

Its been 5 weeks since I have harmed. All because of a song. It's called 'Moments', by One Direction. Their my idols, and when I fell down, they helped me up. Amd when I couldn't hang on, they held on harder.

I got up, walking towards the blade in my wardrobe. What's the worst that could happen? I grabbed the blade, and pressed it against my skin.

Worthless

Ugly

Freak

Emo

Hated

No friends

Alone

These words played in my mind. And with every one word, came a small cut. "I'm sorry...." I whispered to myself. As I placed another cut to my fragile skin, that song came on.

Shut the door, turn the light off

I wanna be with you

I wanna feel your love

I wanna lay beside you

I cannot hide this even though I try

Heart beats harder

Time escapes me

Trembling hands touch skin

It makes this harder

And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be

Your life, your voice your reason to be

My love, my heart

Is breathing for this

Moments in time

I'll find the words to say

Before you leave me today

Close the door

Throw the key

Don't wanna be reminded

Don't wanna be seen

Don't wanna be without you

My judgement is clouded

Like tonight's sky

Hands are silent

Voice is numb

Try to scream out my lungs

It makes this hard girl

And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be

Your life, your voice your reason to be

My love, my heart

Is breathing for this

Moments in time

I'll find the words to say

Before you leave me today..

"I can't do this anymore!!" I shouted at my reflection in the mirror, and left. "Whats up, Si?" Mia asked. I realised I left the radio on in my room. Woops... "Don't worry, please." I say, walking out the door to my newest destination. The hardware shop.