X-Men: The Heart Of A Steel Man

Chapter 15: я люблю тебя

"Nina....Nina....nina......nina....damnit nina.." Piotr looking himself in the mirror and gripped onto the table.
"What exactly do you want me to say?" Piotr growled to himself and sat on his bed. Rubbing his head he was trying to find a way to tell Nina how he truly had felt but had no idea how to say it, or even when or where to do it.

Sighing he tilted his head and walked out of his room. Looking to the side he saw Nina exiting out of her room and smiling at her phone. 
"Well I have to go...I'll see you later...alex" she stated to him and placed her phone up.

Piotr's head slightly dropped as he heard both of them. He didn't like that Alex guy, he knew something was probably wrong with him but didn't say anything not wanting Nina to get mad or something happened and she finds out she was wrong and blames herself.  He slowly walked to her and got beside her.

"Hm..oh! Piotr hello" Nina sounded surprised for a moment and did a small smile doing a small wave. 
"Listen Nina I...wanted to tell you something... and I think now is the best time...since we are..friends and all" he kept a smile but cringed at himself saying friends in front of her. He took a breath and stopped both of them.

"Let's have lunch...over at..." he took a moment trying to figure out a good place, especially for a vegan. 
"The new..sad bar on 52nd street...if you don't want to I understand.." looking at her he bit his lip.

"Oh...I have lunch with Alex..." his heart dropped about a meter more and he clenched his jaw. 
"But I'll be free somewhere around 7...just come by my room...sorry that I couldn't have lunch with you Piotr" she stated and rubbed the back of her head.

"Right...I will...see you at 7" Nina did a smile and grabbed his hand squeezing it. 
"See you" she stated and began to walk off. Her antlers slowly beginning to disappear from her head as she went out the doors.

He wanted to punch the wall and slightly growled. 
"Damn..." he blew out his nose and turned around. Walking to Kurt's room he knocked on the door but stopped after one mock hearing voices.

"I can't...I don't want...you know this. Can't happen!"

"And why is that Mellisa....why...why do you push me away even though...it's so obvious...it's obvious that you....well that I..want-"

"Stop it! You know the reason! I won't and will never. Admit it." A growl was coming from the woman inside. 

"Someone's at the door...just...take me outside of my room." Soon enough a poof type sound had been heard followed by another one and the door being opened.

"Kurt..?"
"I...I will explain later. Anyways what's wrong?" Kurt let Piotr inside and they began to talk.
Piotr explaining the entire situation and how he had no idea what would happen.

Kurt doing the same, he kept saying how it was hard for Mellisa..to to open up and tell him how she feels. It was obvious to him and to her, all he wanted was to get her to open. 

But that's another story.

Piotr grabbed his hair and slid down to the floor.
"But there's this...Alex character...I do not like him at all.....not one bit of his soul. He makes my brain blow, and not cause of him being with Nina like that it's just...he seems evil...more then the sentinels I must add. But it's ridiculous is it not?"

"You love her yes? If so it seems that way, but if you are sure..absolutely he may just have something planned or you're just paranoid." Kurt Told him straight.

"Yes, and I am planning on telling her today...well tonight. Maybe..if I can even get the words out of my mouth" he mumbled and they both sat there in silence.

"Video games?"
"Video games" quickly Kurt had grabbed the controllers he had and began to play overwatch.

~7 o'clock-

"Don't worry, I have this." Knocking on Nina's door he closed his eyes till she opened the door as she did he opened his eyes and let his mouth stay open for a bit.

She was wet like she took a shower and had her towel wrapped around her. "Piotr? Something- oh! I'm sorry I...I forgot and went ahead to shower...I'm so sorry I was busy today and forgot..." stating this her cheeks grew red and she held her towel against her body.

"It...it's fine...I don't mind.." he chewed his lip, he wanted to hold her, and since she was like that he had wanted to dry her off by himself. Slowly. 
"I'll just...say what I need to say..."

Taking a breath he slowly talking.
"Nina...I had wanted to tell you this..for a while so...I..Khorosho,...ya priznayu eto. Ty zhenshchina, ot vsego serdtsa mne tak khochetsya. Ty o kom ya dumayu v etu minutu. Potomu chto ya deystvitel'no ... lyublyu tebya. YA vse yeshche lyublyu tebya, i ya vsegda budu ... YA khochu ... »o Mne nuzhno, chtoby ty menya lyubil ... potomu chto, yesli ty ne mozhesh' moye serdtse vyydet naruzhu. YA ochen' sil'no lyublyu tebya....and as I say this I..." stopping he saw her face and clenched his jaw.

"Piotr." She stated and looked up. It had seemed like he took he hand. 
"I may be polish...and it's so very close but...I dot really know what you said...it would be better if you spoke...English?" Realizations hit he and he placed a hand on his face.

"Damnit! God..I didn't realize. Listen Nina forget all that I...said. Forget this ever happened. I said something wron and just can't tell you yet. But I'll tell you...later" he stated and quickly began to walk off towards him. He slamming of the door was loud. 
"Piotr.." she mumbled and looked down.

"Probably because I was in a towel" she stated and slapped her cheeks. 
"I'm an idiot!"