From now on I am going to try be more optimistic about everything because I want to help others. I'm tired of despair and am ready to others. And better myself.
I also want to thank some people for always being there. Even if it is difficult not to just end it.
DapperParrots
TorrentRainbow
Karkat_cuttlefish
Thank you all, you have helped me realize what I need to do. I need to better myself. Even if we may fight or get angry at each other. I still really care about each and everyone of you. Thank you so much guys.... Thanks.