Drag Me Down

Chapter 8 |

Chapter 8 | Elizabelle Swan

Within the next few following months, I got better, Sebastian was gone, but I knew he'd be back because he always was. He always returned to me.

As I thought, a knock came at the door and I skipped to it all happily knowing Dan wouldn't want me sad. When I got to the door I opened it to see Major Hall. "Hey, Miss Elizabelle?"

I nodded, and he handed me a note and a set a box down. He then kissed my head and I felt so scared. Pain.

"My deepest regards, he was a good leutenant." He walked away, and I felt my hand go to the door frame as I slid to the ground watching them glance at me then leave. Pain.

I sobbed and heard people walk over. Pain. "Li?"

I heard a car pull in but I moved my hand to my chest. I looked up and met Jaspers brown eyes. I brought a hand to my mouth and sobbed. "Pain," I whispered moving my other hand to my chest and holding it tight as I started to cry even more.

"Li?" I looked at Ryder and he rushed forward holding my hand and tightening the hold. He knew.

My Sebastian, my fiancee, my fish, is gone. He held my hand tighter as I screamed into his chest and he shushed me running his hand through my hair. "What happened?" I heard Emmett ask and Ryder shrugged but continued to comfort me by whispering sweet nothing's in my ear.

"She's sad, someone must have die-Sebastian,"Ryder mumbled then pulled away.

I nodded and he held me tighter. "I don't understand," Edward said as everyone but them went silent. I turned away and shot into Jaspers arm crying into his neck holding him tightly. "Jassie," I muttered holding him tightly crying into his neck. "Jassie, he died. My fish, my fiancee is gone," I cried and I felt him sink to the floor holding me tightly.

The other's gasped at the realization and I clung into him pulling down my prince too. My prince who will always be my knight. I only hope he will still save this damsel in distress.

~ ☇♥☇ ~

Dear Elizabelle Swan,

    My beautiful mermaid. I love you so much. I'm sorry I have to leave you, I truly wish I didn't have too. It's time though, and I was given permission to tell you the truth. Here it is.

~ ☇♥☇ ~

In the following days, Jasper stayed with me and helped me best he could. Just like he did when I was little. Finally, I couldn't handle it. I didn't like being used all the time. Being dragged down.

"Liz," a knock came at my door and I turned to Ry.

"She's beautiful, has a golden heart. It hurts my heart to hear she's sad, please give this to her. I know it isn't good, but I just thought I'd send it anyways. Because I tried," he read and then handed me a box. I frowned wiping and he wiped my tears before pulling out a knife and I took it opeing the box. When it opened there was candy, bracelets from kid kits, and coloring.

"You never opened it love, this is from . . ." I nodded and set the box down and looked at him. I moved and laid down in his lap, wrapping my arms around his waist and he held me to him.

"Ry, I'm sorry," I mutter and he shook his head.

"It's okay, beauty, it's okay. Why don't you get ready for their burials?"

I got dressed in a white dress that has black with it, black high heeled wedges, and silver feather earrings. I brushed my hair, and then walked out heading to the church with Ryder. When I arrived I saw all the Cullen's dressed up for it too. When Bella saw me she rolled her eyes. "You are supposed to wear black to a wedding, idiot," I just walked past her and headed inside.

Soon it was over and we took them to the place they would be buried in and the soldiers did their thing. I heard it, and saw it, but I couldn't remember it because I just focused on the two coffins.

"Sebastian and Dan, they were from different sides. And I knew neither of the two liked one another, and yet I loved them both for they stayed with me. It made me feel selfish, and I remember even telling Sebastian that. Even before we were officially dating. He asked me out that very same day, and here I am, sixteen years old, crying over the death of my fiancee. We dated for only two years, and it feels like an eternity," I say letting out a small chuckle. I wiped my tears with my free hand looking over the people associated with the gang. "With what we have been through it has been an eternity."

The crowd laughed in understanding. Those who understood. "Sebastian, he was there with me when. . ." I looked over everyone once more meeting Bella's gaze, and trailing off elsewhere. I guess now is the time to reveal some information. "He was there when Daddy Swan, Cheif Swan, or Charlie Swan and Sue Clearwater, Mama Clearwater, died. When I woke up from countless nightmares," I let out a sob looking at Sebastian's coffin.

"Dan was there for me when I wanted to die. When I had nightmares and Sebastian wasn't there. Everyone of you are always there for me, but maybe it hurts more that Dan and Sebastian both made me a promise, and today marks the day it's broken."

I wiped my tears and met Ry's gaze. "Finish this please," I whisper before running off until I came to one of those places where families are buried together.

M Y.    S A V I O U R S

I looked at the names, and finally saw one. Charlie Swan.