⚠️Warning Self Harm and Suicide Ahead⚠️
SomeofthecastXReader
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It was a cold night in New York City and the cast decided to go out to party to celebrate on the winning of there Grammys of course they all went out to a night club that just opened not to long ago you all walk into the night club Chris immediately went to the bar and ordered shots for everyone Phillipa and Renee found a booth Jonathan and Oak were on the dance floor making new "friends" Daveed and Anthony were already drunk
And Lin well he stayed by your side the whole night not leaving your side and making sure that you were safe and comfortable he kept telling him you were fine after like ten thousand questions from him he started to drink you were watching everyone have good time while you and jasmine sat in the booth and talked after what felt like hours Anthony and Daveed with there drunk selfs came stumbling over to the booth Anthony slammed his lips on jasmine's while Daveed started to feel on you some one came up behind him pulling him off "Lin Stop" you yelled but it wasn't Lin it was your ex boyfriend Keith he threw Daveed to the floor and punched him and punched him...and punched him Daveed did the best he could to push him off Anthony was pulling at Keith's shirt you stood up " KEITH STOP" you yelled while pulling him off in the presses Anthony got hit in the face and was knocked out jasmine rushed to his side keith got out of your grip and faced you he began to yell at you "who do you think you are?" He said "we broke up a year ago let it go" you said with that he punches you in the stomach "your nothing but a worthless piece of crap no on will ever love you"
Your ((or your Oc))POV
Why..why....why can't I do anything right.....I just tried to help....I'm useless...I'm a screw up....I always find a way too mess things up for everyone it was such a good night now Daveed has a broken nose Anthony is knocked out...jasmine probably hates me Keith is my ex after all if only I never dated him..if only I never came here........I know everyone hates me I ran away from the night club running back to my apartment complex I got there and went straight to the roof tops I looked over the edge "forty feet high" I said to my self I then laid down on the cold roof top looking up at the stars I then began to cry hearing the ambulance pass by I got up and saw it rushing to the night club "it's all my fault" I said aloud I felt my phone buzzing I looked at it it was Lin i sat my phone down I kept buzzing bizzz...bizzzz..bizzz it would stop calls and texts from everyone I tried my best to ignore it I laid down once again I felt my self drift off to sleep in the cold off the night
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I woke up numb I couldn't feel..anything I was shivering I looked around and saw that I was still on the roof tops "I guess they don't care they didn't even come look for me" I said aloud I some how rolled on to my face I started too feel my body again so I sat up and looked over the edge "End it" I thought I shook the thought off and looked down at the tears on my wrists "Do it" I went threw my purse and found shaver I took it out and broke the razors out I immediately cut my arm with every cut a loud scream and tears I looked down at my now cut up arm blood running down my arms and on to my legs I took a deep breath and looked over the edge again "come on no one will miss you" "NO" I said aloud I felt like I was going insane I looked at my phone 100 missed calls 100 missed texts.
From Lin: y/n where are you?!
From Pippa: where did you go!!
From Oak: Yo girl where you at were going home!!!
There way more where that came from I sat my phone down and looked over the edge "WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR END IT YOUR JUST BE MORE TROUBLE FOR THEM!" I stood up and tears falling from my cheeks I stood up on the edge looking down I saw a car pull up people rushing out of the car "Y/N!!!" I smiled and waved they ran up to me I heard the door open up behind me "y/n....please" Jasmine said "NO...I have to I'm a mistake to this world I screw up everything even your life's" I turned around to see terror and tears in everyone's eyes I turned back around looking and the ground and whispered "I am the one thing in life I can't control" with that I fell forward "NO!" I heard Lin yell everything was happening in slow motion I felt hands grab my arms I looked up There stood Anthony and Daveed tears falling from Anthony's eyes fear in Daveed's I smiled "let go" I said "no..no..NO...I can't....I won't"
Anthony said "Let...go" I said desperate "NO!" He yelled back they began to pull me up I bit his hand he let go I quickly scratched Daveed's hand he tried hard not to let go he got to the point where he started bleeding I then bit his hand he let go "NO! He tried to grab me but I pulled my arms into my chest and smiled at him the ground got closer...and closer...closer....then it all went....black...
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I woke up in a bright place it was whit I fully opened my eyes breathing heavily and shaking "shh..shhh it's okay your okay..." Lin said comforting me I looked around and it was a hospital I was...alive?
