Mommy it hurts
Daddy I'm crying
Please come save me
I think I'm dying
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Life's not a blur
Shit's not passing by
I tried to save her
But she didn't comply
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Love was like a good burn, from golden fire
It was the type of burn that took you higher
But when you figure out your conscience is a liar
There's nothing more than death to desire
Taking away the only thing I'd admire
Was like tearing down the web of a spider
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The spider tries but there's nothing to sue
And when it explains, walks up to you
Not knowing if their apology is true
You kill them cause that's what monsters do
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Monsters kill because they're scared
They're scared that if they let themselves care
They'll figure out there's a heart in there
And that's worse than any death or despair
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They cling onto nothing, just to midair
They don't give a shit if their games are fair
They'll drag you down to their not-so-evil lair
And you won't scream, for you wouldn't dare
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I told them to hope
They said "haha nøpe"
Washed away happiness with soap
And they started to mope
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They'd mope about death
Mope about their life
Mope bout their friends
And grab a knife
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I'd tell them to stop
Convinced them they were loved
But they didn't talk
All they did was shove
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They shoved the knife into her hands
Told her to try
Promised she wouldn't cry
Promised me she wouldn't die
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Lie's in the word believe
And that's what it was
Now I'm told to grieve
But yelled at when I cuss
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The irony of my family
If they knew that in a week
I've lost more than them in a lifetime
And I haven't got a chance to weep
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But I weep inside
I want them to know
As I stare into the snow
I scream and yell no
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No at the perfection
It's not stained with blood
I remember when it once was
I remember when I was in love
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I'm not anymore
Dreams washed to the shore
All I used to adore
Is rarer than crystal ore
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Author's note: I'm probably gonna go through this and delete a stanza or two later but for now, I guess I'll publish. I didn't read this over so if there r any mistakes like spelling or something, lmk in the comments.
