Swallowing pill after pill
Choking on them whole
Swallow till I'm ill
As I fill up my bowl
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The bitterness spreading
From my beautiful sin
My neck starts sweating
And I start to grin
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I write my letter
So my friends don't fret
To make them feel better
Don't need them paying my debts
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Tell them 'cancel the pact'
So they don't pay for what I've done
I swallow my last stack
And take one last look at the sun
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But the sun's not there
I chuckle at the irony
I guess it's only fair
Darkness is all I deserve to see
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I love you all
Just want you to know
This is my last fall
Now it's time for me to go
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You didn't do me wrong
My life's a coin toss
Although it wasn't very long
I'm sorry for your loss
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For the last time
I tell you this rhyme
As I shut off the lights
I say my goodnights
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