I forgot who I was
Forgetting the lust
Talking like I'm not me
Forgot what people see
Who I'm not supposed to be
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I forgot to carry the pain
I forgot my birth name
I loved that I moved with it
Not moving on
Not waiting long
But waiting forever
Now I don't remember
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All the promises I broke
I've put my past at stoke
So I can forget
Then regret
Send a text
Ask what's next
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Never caring
I was daring
What's fear?
I shed no tears
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Always bearing
The scars I'm wearing
Never hiding
Always siding
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Always sticking to my claim
Remember when I had an aim?
I refused to love
And made out crows through all the doves
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I was truly phlegmatic
Don't remember when I changed
Never dramatic
But now my mind's been rearranged
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Now I care
Now I feel older
Now I'm scared
For my friend's injured shoulder
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Now I'm weak
I feel shy and meek
Now I'm less bold
Now I feel old
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I wanna go back
Pack my backpack
Never turn around
Don't make a sound
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I wanna stay with my friend
I don't want this to end
I wanna go back in time
Before I started writing rhymes
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I know I've changed because
I did things then that I don't allow
I loved who I was
What's happened to me now
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Now I give a fuck
Now I refuse to kill
So following my own will
When people die I won't stay still
