I find love and I lose them
Find a friend, can't make em stay
Find happiness, can't choose it
Find a path? It's time to stray.
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I always scare the good away
With the stupid things I say
My impulses and risks
Cause nothing but tsks
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I rid every reason to be happy
From my hell of a life
My subconscious is so crappy
My brain won't stop running rife
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No matter what I do
I always lose you
Whoever you may be
Not that I'll get to see
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I have to test the waters
Wash off the messages I send
But who needs a plan or plotter
When you can dive straight into the deep end
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So I always choose to dive
Whenever life gets good
That's why I'll never strive
The way I probably should
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When I dive I hit my head
On this cold hard floor
Should've listened to what I said
Now he's not mine anymore
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Even when I lose
I dive out of loss
No matter what I choose
There's some sort of cost
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So fuck
I'm out of luck
I'm sure this is the last chance
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So shit
Look what I did
I skipped the song before I could dance
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Still, I refuse to learn
From the trust I never earned
I'll still repeat my mistakes
And dive into every lake
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I'd rather dive
And never strive
Than give
And never live
