The Shadow of Light Jedi Academy Book 1

Chapter 11

Luna

The main question of the night was how their mother lived when I killed her and she didn't come back. She and Hera went on a mission but when they were both to come back it was only Cimamad. Cimamad was covered in blood when she walked up the ramp and I already knew what happened before the lie was told.

"Where's Hera?" Sabine asked as Hope and Maria walked towards the problem. Cimamad broke down into tears but my eyes just rolled at how people believed her but me and Anakin.

"The Sith came and shot at us. I... I tried to save her but I couldn't but I could save the babies. I'm so sorry that I couldn't save her," she said. It made me sick of her lies and me and Anakin had to leave the room because our dark energy was a danger to the her children.

"I can't believe that she killed Hera. It's not even right and then she goes and calls Hera and Kanan's children hers. I want to kill her," I said. Anakin looked at me in shock before I could calm down and hear what I said. The old me would at least think my words through but me now doesn't give two fucks about it.

"Calm down Shadow. It's not worth it alright," Maria said. She grrew up so much but I missed being able to train her and now I know how Kanan feels about Ezra and how Obi-Wan feels about Anakin. I wanted to tell her that she was wrong but right now I couldn't. Hera was a mother to us all and now she's gone as well as Holly. Gavin looked at me worriedly because he knew that I wanted to go make Cimamad pay for what she did but I can't because for an odd reason Kanan is happy.

"Fine but just to let you know I actually killed her mother so if she tries to kill me I'm going to fight back," I stated. Gavin and Maria nodded and that's when I saw how much she grew up. It was hard to look at her and see three out of the four braids that I have. The Darks had five braids War Vet, Survivor of going full dark, Master, Grand Master, and Two realm visitor. I had four of them Survivor of going full dark, Master, Grand Master, and War Vet so I hold a record so far.

"We never doubted that you wouldn't now Kanan wants everyone for a meeting. He's thinking about letting her stay," Sabine said. I rolled my eyes in anger and walked out the room following Zeb and Ezra. When we sat down Kanan looked at us and he had his arm around her.

"What's this about?" I asked trying to hide my anger. This wasn't fare but Noel and Amber seamed more than happy about what was about to be said.

"Me and Cimamad have decided to get remarried tomorrow. Now there will be some changes starting with rooms. Shadow you will be sleeping in here so that the babies have a room and your weapons will go to Amber and Noel," Kanan said. His voice didn't sound like his own an Ezra knew it as well which worried me.

"She can room with me," Sabine said which made me smile. Cimamad was trying to get me to leave and it caused me anger.

"Maria will be rooming with you so there is no need. I'm fine with it," I said. Gavin knew that I would either end up leaving or killing Cimamad in her sleep and without Holly the second option is my best choice.

"Now there will be a party tomorrow so everyone should get some sleep and anyone that acts out of order will be punished," Ciamamad said. I went to go get my stuff but she stopped me.

"There's no need for that dear. You can keep whatever is on you and that's all," she said. I could tell that Zeb was hiding in his room but he heard every word and what I mumbled when she left.

"You okay?" he asked as he pulled me into a hug. I forced a nod but if I could cry tears would be poring down.

"I should get some sleep. Kanan would want me to play music tomorrow and plus I want to go say goodbye to Hera," I whispered. He and Ezra nodded and I went to go lay on the couch. So many things have changed in the past week and I was glad to have had my violin on me. After everyone was asleep I walked towards the ship the Skywalkers and my friends were on.

"What happened?" Luke asked. Han just got back so he was getting Ben ready for bed with the help of Leia.

"So Hera is dead and I think Cimamad has Kanan under a spell. They kicked me out of my room and are now treating Noel and Amber like they are the only ones on the ship that matter. Where is my Padawan?" I asked. He pointed towards a room and I walked in it.

"Hey kid," I said as she pulled me into a hug. I turned into more of her older sister and I was happy for that.

"What happened to Hera I can't feel her?" she asked.

"Hera died and Cimamad is getting married to Kanan tomorrow. They kicked me out of my old room and is now making me sleep on the couch," I said. She looked shocked that Kanan would let that happen.

"That doesn't sound like something he would do or let happen." I nodded and she looked even more worried than before.

"Do you think he's under a spell?" Obi-Wan asked. I nodded again and then everyone looked worried. I had the four out of five braids so I was now looked at like a leader and I hated it. Holly was always more of a leader than me and no matter what she always would be because she had the patience to try to talk out a problem but I was always ready to kill.

"How can we fix that?" Anakin asked. I laughed and looked over my holopad.

"Killing her is an option I look forward to trying," Han said which caused me to laugh. I also grew over the years but I became darker and more like a Sith than I should be which sometimes scared people but I didn't care because parts of me liked it.

"Well I can think about that tomorrow. I should head back and I'll see you all here tomorrow during the day and night. If I get to angry then I'm moving in over here," I said as I stood up. I said my goodbyes to everyone and then started to walk out. I was ready to kill and they all knew it but even I would have to stop myself.