I Swear I'm Not A Furry

Beautiful

Dan’s POV

We pulled into his driveway after driving for around 30 minutes. I was nervous, i was actually beyond nervous. To be completely honest i was so apprehensive that i started shaking, and my palms began to clam up. I’ve seen phil around school multiple times, but never have i ever imagined talking to him. He’s the captain of our soccer team, and i was some neko that just attended the same high school as him. Phil Lester. I’d be lying if i said that he wasn’t attractive. He’s absolutely stunning. You could go swimming in those eyes, such a pretty shade of blue with hues of green and yellow. The raven like hair that matches his pale skin perfectly. Him as a whole was just, Beautiful. I couldn’t fall for him though, i just couldn’t. He is straight anyways, there’s no point in trying. I wanted to try though, i wanted so badly to try.

       

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His flat was bigger than mine, that was the first thing that i noticed. It was bigger than mine, and nicer. I don’t know why he is letting me stay with him, i don’t understand it one bit. All i know is that this beautiful boy was letting me stay with him for the week and i wasn’t going to let my thoughts eat me.

“Dan?” he looked at me like he’d seen a ghost, i must have spaced out. I do that often, but sometimes i’m just too lazy to zone back in. Ya know?

“Yeah?” i responded, i was still shaking and my voice cracked so that didn’t help much.
“You nervous? It’s alright phil is an amazing person. Just try to get along alright?” and with that i gave him a little nod and opened my door.

Rhyan rang the doorbell and then gave the door a light tap once he grew impatient. All i wanted to do was curl up onto my bed, and just let it absorb me like it used to. Most of the time i want to disappear, that’s a fact, But the thing is that just being near phil gave me such an amazing feeling. It’s like the perfect cup of hot chocolate on a cold day, and being snuggled up with a soft warm blanket and your favorite book. He just put me so much at peace, and i never wanted to lose that.

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“Hey,” he spoke to my brother with a voice like velvet, and i wanted to melt into the pavement on which we stood on. Then he turned to me and gave me this smirk that made me want to scream. “So you must be the ‘infamous’ Dan that everyone is talking about.” crimson showered over my cheeks and rose to my ears.

“I might be.” I giggled.

Fuck, he just spoke a sentence to me and i reacted like this. He’s blushing too. Is that good? Is it bad? Does he not like me? No, he doesn’t even know me.

“Make yourself at home, sara is upstairs like usual.” he sighed, did he not like her? “I’ll show you the room you’ll be staying in.” I was about to go inside before i turned around and hugged Rhyan. He hugged me tightly and i tucked my head into his collar before letting out a tiny whimper. I felt my ears fall towards my head, Rhyan is my best friend. He has done so much for me.

“Thank you.” i whispered, my voice shallow and raspy. I hugged him even tighter before slowly backing away. I felt his thumb run across my cheek. He didn’t say anything besides ‘I love you’ so i decided it was safe to walk in.

Phils POV

I had never seen Dan cry, ever. I’ve seen him run on the verge of crying, but never actually cry. The two things that i learned from watching that whole thing go down was that dan was super close with Rhyan, and that i don’t want to see such a beautiful creature in that state or an even worse one than the one i had just witnessed. Especially not him, not Dan.

I watched him walk inside. Red faced, blurry eyed and ears down. Rhyan was Dan’s only brother, and possibly the only one who took care of him. I was bound to change that though, i want to see the real Dan. What lies beneath the fake smiles and broken words, and if that means opening up to him then i’m willing to do it.

Rhyan turned to look at me, he had a single tear running down the left side of his face. This had to be hard on them, it really must have been. He didn’t say a word, all he did was give me a tight hug. Which i gladly accepted. I mean after all a hug is a hug, and then i heard him mumble a slight ‘thank you Phil, thank you so much’ and with that he let go. He didn’t really say much more, just waved and walked back to his car.

I waved goodbye and took a few steps to the front door. I was really doing this, I was really doing this. I took in a deep breath of air and exhaled before walking in.

“Dan?” i called out when i noticed he had disappeared into the space of the flat.

Dan’s POV

“Dan?”

I heard the older boy call my name. I didn’t notice that i had roamed off into some part of Phil’s flat, until it was too late. He was probably worried about me. I mean i would be too, one second you’re living a normal life, and the next second you have a neko boy staying at your house. I’m not really sure why he did it though, there were so many reasons he should have said no. I’m too much trouble, i’m not good for him. I’m not good for a lot of people, for so many reasons.

“Yeah?” i mumbled out the word loud enough for him to here. “I think, i think i’m lost.” i let out a tiny giggle at the fact that i haven’t even been here a solid 5 minutes and i was already lost in his rather large flat.
“I’d agree with you.” he let out a chuckle. Even his laugh was cute. “Whats the room look like?” i heard his footsteps inch closer.

“Its, um,” i looked around for a moment. “There is a blue and green duvet?” i stated but it sounded more like a question. “Just stay put, i know where you are.” he laughed again.

Moments later he walked into what i had assumed been his room. It was a nice area, with a few action figures that had been placed on his dresser, and walls were lined with posters of various animes. He was colorful, that was a fact. He loved color, you could tell just by the shirts he wore.

I was sat at the end of the bed when he walked in, taking in all my eyes could handle. I didn’t hear the door open, which wasn’t weird. I didn’t pay much attention, and on top of that i had selective hearing. When i looked up he was leaning against the door frame. He was so beautiful.

“Welcome to my humble abode.” he spoke, a small smile plastered on his face before he walked in. “Di-did you really just quote the lion king.” i laughed.

So he likes disney films, noted.

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Hey guys, I am sooooo sorry that I haven't updated in such a long time. So I decided that you guys deserved a long chapter. I plan on maybe even updating this weekend. What do you guys think so far? Leave comments if you want. I love you all so much. A special shout out to my friends who keep nagging me to update. I love and appreciate you all, thanks!