it was frightening
for me to find
that i could only
count the minutes it
would be until i
spent time with cara again,
and maybe that was what
destroyed my relationship.
i was too busy taking
from everyone and hoping
that cara would give every
thing that i took back
that i didn't realize i
had a girlfriend and friends
to worry about. i was
too worried about cara;
i wanted to feel infinite
around her and i wanted
her to tell me that
i mattered because she
seemed to be all that
stayed on my mind.
YOU ARE READING
asphodel
Romanceshe was dark and brooding and everything that made us weary. she surprised us all by bringing us together and showing us how to really live. and then she left us alone to feel nothing but emptiness.
