i swear i saw her,
in the smoke
that left the pack
of cigarettes i smoked
each day and in the
bright red of the wine
i wanted to drown
myself in. i'd
thought about joining her,
taking the same route,
but i knew that i deserved
to stay and live with the
guilt.
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asphodel
Romanceshe was dark and brooding and everything that made us weary. she surprised us all by bringing us together and showing us how to really live. and then she left us alone to feel nothing but emptiness.
twenty two
i swear i saw her,
in the smoke
that left the pack
of cigarettes i smoked
each day and in the
bright red of the wine
i wanted to drown
myself in. i'd
thought about joining her,
taking the same route,
but i knew that i deserved
to stay and live with the
guilt.