The scars are fading
My blood washing away
I promised to never do it again
But, how do i stop?
How do i make this pain go away?
The pain that tears me up inside?
I scream across the room
I rip open my scars
Punch the walls,
Bursting open my knuckles
I love this pain
It feels so good!
The door slams as i lay in my bed,
Tears falling from my eyes
Someone grabs me
He screams at me to stop
I close my eyes
Grip him tight
He looks into my eyes
"Make it stop" i plead
"I promise" he tells me
I cut open my arms
Over his death
Losing the only one i had
He's gone!
I scream and scream and scream
As my arms bleed
My legs shake,
Not able to hold me up anymore
Tears of blood,
Roll down my face
I take my knife
"I should be dead too!"
I push it through me
And fall to the floor
A puddle of blood
I love this pain
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Losing Myself-dark poetry
ŞiirI wrote these poems when i was going through a really tough time, took a lot to share them. But, hey poetry is emotion so im sharing my emotions with all of you