The act of being "Strange" ♡ vkook

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Namjoon..

Seokjin..

Hoseok..

Yoongi..

Jimin...

Jungkook......

All of them are good people, really good people but somehow I feel out of place. Like the odd one out.

Like all of these nice things they're done for me isn't worth them doing.

Is it wrong to think I don't deserve somethings in life..?

Is it wrong to think I'm not good enough?

Or am I just being a depressing little shit?

Maybe it's all of them, but sometimes I just think to myself.

I can't help myself from doubting everything, it's just what my brain does.

Thinking about everything and anything, it's frustrating how my mind just thinks of the most depressing stuff. But I can never help it..

Never..

I can never stop myself from all of this.

Yet in the first place I didn't want to...

At all..

I'm so depressing.

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I wake up.. looking around.. Another day.. sigh, I just want to stay in bed forever. Good thing it's the weekend.

The door slams open.

"TAE!! COME ON, GET CHANGED AND WE ARE GOING TO THE ARCADE WITH THE GUYS!!!!"

"Ok, ok, ok, don't need to shout."

"Good now get changed. I'll go and make us breakfast.."

"Ok, kookie."

And I smile at him..

Thinking to myself, this is why I'm still alive...