What if happiness was a choice, would you choose it? Well, of course you would... probably, so let me ask you another question.. What if you were in front a bridge, would you jump or carry on with life?
(Completed)
[Start: 02/02/17]
[End: 21/05/17]
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I'm no doctor or anything but I feel like it's something sketchy about all of this..
Why can't I be happy for once? Why am I so miserable? Why am I so weak? ...so helpless..
Hearing knocking, I look towards the door and see kookie slowly opening the door..
"You're awake?" He smiles sadly "yeah, I woke up a few minutes ago.." he walks up to the bed and sits down, sighing..
"We were all so worried of you.. are you okay tae?" He asked with genuine worry
"I'm fine." I lied..
(CAUGHT IN A LIE~~~~~~~)
He narrowed his eyes.. "Are you sure?" I forced a smile "Why wouldn't I be fine?" He sighs.. "You just seem... depressed.."
"Aren't I always.." I said looking at the ceiling.. "No, you aren't.. there are times where you are actually happy but somethings happen and you become sad.." he sighed
"And why would you even try and notice that?" I tilt my head to the side..
"Because I want to help you on those habits."
"And why would I let you help me?" He sighs and smiles
"Because of your happiness." He chuckled a little bit and turned to me..
"And because you are important, special, so unique and you're an amazing person! I wouldn't be able to be the same person if you died, or anyone of our friends did. But let's hope that doesn't happen, right?" I gulp and look down..
"Right.." I say quietly
"Then that's amazing!!" He grabs my hand and makes me sit up..
"We should do something to do something together so we can get rid of all of this tenseness in the air!" He said excitedly..
"You think?"
"Of course!! So what do you want to do, tae?" I shrug at him in response
"Hmmmm.. how about we... umm..." he looks up, looking conflicted on what to do... then he jumps up, shocking me.
"Let's have a picnic in the park!!!!"
"Huh?" I say since he said it really fast and I was trying to process what he said..
"Ok let's go!!!!!!" He grabs my hand, pulling me out of bed and brought me to my closet..
"Now change."
"What?"
"Do you want me to change you?"
"No?"
"Then go and get changed.. I'll be downstairs ok?"
"Yeah, ok I'll see you downstairs.." he walks off and I sigh..
"What a weird kid.." I chucked..
And I realised..
"Aren't I the weird one?" Pointing to myself, then I shake my head and smile..
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After that I get change and went to kookie, to have an amazing day with him..
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HELLO PEOPLES!! Just popping by .-.
Anyway I'm soooo thankful for all of the people reading, voting and commenting.. also following!! THANK YOU!!!!
I'm quite shook cuz I never expected.. THIS!! I thought I would just discontinue this ff like my others.. cuz I'm pretty much an OCD freak but I liked it (kinda) and just decided to carry on with sooo.. thank you soooooooooooooooooooo much.. again .-.
Also btw I'm probably gonna have just 30 chapters on the story so yeh @.@ 👌👌 so hope you don't mind reading that much.. yeh..
BYE CHILDREN!!!
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