Appreciate

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11:52||

I turned in my bed then with a sharp hit of pain, I sat up.. Sighing, I stood up from my bed.. the pain was indescribable maybe I'm not good with pain or it really is serious, either way I definitely didn't like any of it.

Bringing my pain to a side, I tried my best to carry on doing my morning routine..
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13:25||

Everything seem to be distorted, all out of place.. I became confused because of that 'fact', despite my... perspective. I still tried to carry on my day, even though there was that weight on my shoulders.

I sat down, trying to clear my mind time and time again, but it seemed to not work out how I wanted it to..

Like everything else that was going on...

Stress on stress, it definitely didn't help me. I tried to think why this is all happening.. but there was no answer, everything was frustrating.. everything...

Calming myself down is definitely the best way to go right now, yet I can.. all I can do I just stress over something I'm not even sure about....

I inhaled and exhaled then walked down the stairs to go to the kitchen, also being careful how I walk so I don't get slapped in the face with pain.

Walking into the kitchen, I noticed a note on the counter..

Dear tae,

Sooo i had to go home.. I'M SORRY!!! Namjoon was complaining over the phone that I wasn't home .-. Yeah.... but I'll come to check on you later with namjoon at 3pm so namjoon doesn't have a temper tantrum and be a little kid smh. Also apart from that, I made you breakfast!!! It's in the fridge so just eat it! AND STAY SAFE!!!!!!!!!! 사랑해~~~

From Jin <3

P.S.

i showed namjoon this note before going (by text obviously) and he went on a rant like "YOU CHEATING! WHY ARE YOU SAYING '사랑해~~~'?!?!" It was actually amazing, namjoon has no chill but yeah see you later taehyungie~~

I laughed at the note and put it back on the counter, then went to the fridge to get the breakfast Jin made for me...

I should say thank you when he comes around.
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14:46||

Lots of times, Jin has came over to look after me... even though I didn't ask him to. He usually comes around if Jungkook's not at home/with me or when he just wants to hang out, it's mostly the same with the others. If they are worried about me or they are bored, they come to the house and we all hang out together.. having each other's company and having fun.

It's always fun when any of them come around, it's nice to have company, even when you don't particularly ask for it.

Like the time, Hoseok came around by himself and dragging bags of food. It was amazing, he looked like he ran a marathon.. I did feel a little bad... despite that we had a lot of fun, eating, playing games, being goofy. I had a lot of fun because of him..

Oh and the time Yoongi came around, surprising by himself.. he said he was bored so he came to the house and we had fun, fun meaning eating... and huh.. well, I did drag him out of the house and we did go to a karaoke place, I also made Hoseok come with us. Hearing those two doing karaoke was the funniest thing honestly!!

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