The act of being "Strange" ♡ vkook

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Taehyung||

So... life's something..

Maybe, my view has changed about life since the start of... everything that's actually good in my life. Sad but true.

My pain was once a time ago, but who knows it might come back? I really hope not.

...

Hmm.. I should try to think more often when I have time.. ok, that sounded like I don't think anyway, let me rephrase.. I should try to think more, as in wonder my mind with my thoughts when I'm not focused on other things..

Is that ok? I don't know.. I'm so strange...

I hope life will carry on like this.. so I can at least one enjoy life to the fullest.

. . . .

I stopped pacing around my room...(because I was pacing around while thinking)

Why do my feet hurt so much?

..

I decided to sit on my bed, to look at my feet.. I took off my socks and examined my bare feet.....

All I saw were scars, scars as if someone stabbed deeply into my skin.. and I could feel that pain....

I started to become extremely confused..

Why do my feet have scars? When did this happen? Why didn't I have scars before when I checked them?

Question on question, my mind was rambling, unable to stop its course of questions.. why?

I didn't understand what was happening.

I'll probably never will but at this moment in time, I didn't have an answer for these scars.. I didn't understand anything that was happening.

. . . . . .

Something is happening that I don't know.. and this 'something' doesn't seem so healthy for me.

What is happening to me?

Am I going to be ok?

I'm so confused...

I'm sure it's nothing. Yeah! My mind is just playing tricks on me... there's nothing to be worried about..

Right?