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The breeze is cold, but soothing.. I guess. I sat down on the grass and looked out..

It's so beautiful...

Everything circulated through my mind, I'm not sure why, but it couldn't make me feel comfortable.. those thoughts, all were bad. Uncomfortable to think about but I couldn't just make those thoughts disappear.. it's frustrating when you think so much, and nothing will ever happen that will.. satisfy that. I suppose..

Let's think, if those thoughts were "good" then there wouldn't be any problem, but when those thoughts are "bad" then everything is a problem. Maybe if my thoughts were "good" then I wouldn't be worried but at this point.... I'm worried if I'm mentally stable.

I shouldn't be saying that.... but what if it is a worry? Should I go to a therapist? Should I do this or that?

I'm really not sure anymore.

But I can't get those answers, until I answer them itself..

Which will probably be a bad because I don't know. I don't know what to do!!

Frustrated, I lied back onto the grass, closing my eyes..

"Why do you seem so troubled?"

I instantly sat up and opened my eyes... my eyes met with brown orbs. Which turned out to be yoongi's...

"Oh, yoongi, what do you want?"

"Answer my question first." I sighed

"I'm not troubled."

"Well, you really look like you want to punch a wall or something." He narrowed his eyes at me

"Yeah, yeah. Now answer my question hyung." I heard him scoff

"Respect your elders, kid, and what I want is to know if you're ok."

"I'm fine, I just need alone time.."

"In my opinion, you seem definitely not ok so I'm going to be staying with you for the time being."

"I didn't say you could."

"And I wasn't going to ask for permission."

"Aren't you nice?" I said sarcastically

"I am because I could be inside sleeping right now but I'm here helping you so you can shut up and deal with it."

"Savage much." I said rolling my eyes

"I am a savage so don't start with me."

"I won't, don't worry." I said putting my hands up

"Good." He smiled at me and sat down next to me..

"So.."

"So......"

"Want to talk to me what's troubling you?"

"No.."

"Well, tell me when you're comfortable, I guess."

"I'll keep that in mind.."

"Ok then.."

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