Ohmwrecker {One shots}

Baby don't...

Warning: Self harm and attempt of suicide, do not read it if it affects you in any way.

Ryan POV

"So... I was thinking we should go out after school" I suggested leaning against a locker beside {Y/N} locker. She stopped what she was doing looking at me. "And go where Ryan? I'm already judged and bullied here anyways" "That's not true... if they were I would of punched them by now... But we can go anywhere, we'll take my car out to any destination you like" "Maybe..." she mumbled to herself as I just sighed.

"SUP LOVERS!" {Y/N} jumped a mile as I glared at him. "Jonathan!" I growled. "Sup Ohm!" "What do you want?" I sighed wrapping my arm around  {Y/N}. "Wanted to see the two love birds" he started making inappropriate sex noises making {Y/N} uncomfortable considered we only done it once after she got comfortable with me.

"Jon... now not the time" I said as he stopped the noises. "Alright fun killer, jeez..." "What's up guys" "Bryce!" I smiled greeting him with a hug as Luke came over greeting us as well.

"You alright {Y/N}?" Luke asked as she nodded slowly shifting her book that was against her chest a little. I pulled her into a hug kissing her temple. "I love you" I whispered. "It'll get better, I promise you. We haven't got long here, we graduate and then... we go off somewhere, anywhere. Find a job, get a house and we'll be fine you'll be fine."

As she slowly looked up to me, she cracked a small smile which made me smile that I was getting somewhere. "Ok..." "Good" "Who wants to play some games after school?" Just as I was about to decline the offer {Y/N} said something. "My parents... are not home, maybe you can come to mine all of you, just bring your games" she shrugged which confused me. "Sweet! Cheers {Y/N}"

Later on that day

The guys had literally taken over her front room, my mind was wandering off to where {Y/N} was. I excused myself going upstairs to her room finding her sat on the floor against her bed. 'Babe..." I sat beside her leaning my head against hers. I tried taking her hand. "No..." "{Y/N}? "Stop Ryan" "What's wrong?" When I caught her wrist she whimpered a little which made me frown, when I saw the blood my whole body numbed as I  pulled her sleeves down, my breath hitched in my throat seeing the cuts. "{Y/N}? Wha-Wha...What... why are you doing that to yourself baby?..."

She pulled her arm away from me sobbing. "It's the way I have control the way I feel inside..." "How long have you been feeling like this? I'm trying to help but you're making me so god damn helpeless" "A while..."

I got myself up. "Ryan..." I closed her door taking a deep breath. "Promise me... just promise me you won't cut..." "Ryan I...I-" "BABY DON'T CUT!" I felt my eyes glossing up in tears as she looked taken back.

"{Y/N} I'm sorry you're feeling like this, I know it hurts but I'm here for you, Always! So baby please... talk to me, be honest with me. I love you, don't ever forget that. You're not on your own, I get you... I do..." "Can you hold me now..." she broke as I walked over helping her up, she flung her arms around my neck as I pulled her closely to me. "Do you promise?" "I promise" she choked out.

Next day

"Stop it" she giggled as I kept kissing down her neck from behind chuckling. "Ryan..." she whined. "Hmm, yeah?" "Stop" she pouted as I pecked her lips.  "You guys are grossing me out" Bryce groaned as I smirked. "Good" she was giggling which made me smile.

"Hate to break you two apart but {Y/N} and I sadly have biology so... I'm gonna steal her" Luke grinned. "Where's Jon?" {Y/N} asked since he was in that class too. "Already there, he's saved us a spot" "See you at lunch beautiful" "You too handsome" I gave her one last kiss before Bryce and I went to our lesson.