So Cold

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{Y/N} POV

"Come back... come back to me" I cried into my hands. It hurts, it hurts so much... his scent still lingered in the air breaking my heart even more. Without his positive vibe around his, his warmth... it was so cold in this room... I didn't feel alive anymore. He hurt me so badly... he broke promises, my dream shattered into tiny pieces, it doesn't feel like home here anymore without him... when I saw his favourite grey jacket hanging there, it brought me back to when he wrapped it around me.

"I wanna watch it again" I pouted as he chuckled at that wrapping his arm around me. "I can easily find it for free on an illegal site shh" "Aww, you'd risk going to jail for me?" I teased poking his rib. He playfully rolled his eyes at me. The cold chilly air got to my bare skin since it was warm and sunny when we entered the cinema now we were coming out in darkness. "Here" he removed his jacket. "No I'm ok-" "I'm not taking no as an answer" he slipped his jacket over me and zipped me up. I stood there with my arms raised seeing the sleeves hang as the jacket was down to my knees making Ohm giggle at me. "It's not even funny" I whined. He brought me into a kiss. "It's not.... It's hilarious" I shoved him back scoffing as he continued to giggle.

I was knocked out of my flashback seeing Luke in front of me. "Hey..." he smiled slightly at me. "Hey..." I whispered. "C'mon {Y/N}..." "I'm sorry I can't move on like he can! It still hurts Luke. Do you have any idea what it's like to love someone and see it crash right in front of your eyes!" "Yes" he answered rather quickly and bluntly shutting me up.

"Oh..." "C'mon... let me get you out of here." "I don't wanna be hurt anymore. Why am I not good enough? Is it because I'm not pretty? Smart?" "Shut up!" I was taken back by that. "What?" "You're fucking beautiful! And any guy would be lucky to have you. I... would be lucky to have you" he whispered the last part sighing to himself. "{Y/N}... he... cheated on you because he didn't love you anymore... he told me personally that you deserve better. He didn't want to break up with you so... he thought... that was a good idea instead which I don't know why..."

My heart just shattered in my chest. "He could of spoke to me..." "He couldn't bare it, instead he got me to talk to you" his brown orbs twinkled a little staring into my {e/c}. "Give me a minute..." "Of course" I excused myself, every part of my body ached in agony and confusion. When I closed the door behind taking a deep breath, seeing the knife on the counter. I picked it up, this will stop my pain... With one slice to my wrist and the blood pouring I dropped it in shock feeling the pain run through me as I collapsed on the floor smacking my head, the door burst open. "{Y/N}?!"

I felt my body numbing. 'Oh you can't hear me cry, see my dreams all die, from where you're standing on your own, it's so quiet here and I feel so cold. This house no longer feels like home'

I could hear Luke scream from me, his hand was on my wrist as I could just make out he was on the phone before letting my body slip.

Couple days later

My eyes slowly peeled open hearing something beep in the room as I let my eyes adjust to the light. "{Y/N}?" That voice sounds familiar... slowly turning my head to see who. He looked a mess, red puffy eyes, messy hair. His hazel orbs staring into my {e/c} until I frowned. "Who are you?" It came out raspy due to a dry throat but he understood seeing that his face dropped. "Y-You don't remember me?" "Should I?"

2 other people came walking in. "{Y/N}?" The bearded man screamed pulling me into a hug. I was in a awkward position. "Luke... she doesn't remember" the hazel eye man said as 'Luke' pulled away staring at me with a frown. "Do you know who I am?" I shook my head no. "What..." "Shit..." a guy cursed who had these piercing blue eyes.

"I'm Ohm... your... your ex" he cleared his throat after saying that. "Why ex?" I questioned. I saw Luke give him a look. "You... liked Luke" the guy with those piercing blue eyes, well his eyes widened staring at my... ex. I then looked to Luke. "So we're like dating?" "Kinda..." "This is wrong" I heard blue eye man say.

Ohm POV

"She needs to know the truth Ohm" Jonathan sighed after pulling me out the room. "You know what's sick? I still love her but I had too... it was incest" "I'm sorry man... the one time you actually find a women..." "You also find out it's your sister" I just scoffed. "I know Luke likes her, that's why I said it" "She loves you Ohm... you need to tell her the truth" "She's here... because I hurt her so much. Man this is fucked up!" "What did Luke tell her?" "That I don't love her and couldn't bare to break up with her so I cheated which I never did... it was a lie to make her move on. I feel so alone without her."

"Maybe you guys can still date... technically you were never brought up as siblings. And there's definitely people around the world who's been in similar circumstances. No one even knows. So you could keep that part a secret." "It feels so wrong though..." "You're over thinking it that's why. Ohm... think of the special moments you guys have shared..." "Why do you agree?" "Man I've seen you two together. You're like two rocks that fit perfectly together. Don't break it"

"One more" she giggled as I pecked her lips. "Now get off my lap and let me play with the guys" I huffed. "I want a proper kiss" "{Y/N}" I groaned as she cupped my cheeks smashing her lips with mine, they moulded perfectly together, as she bit on my bottom lip. We heard a wolf whistle coming from my call as we pulled away. "What a show!" Jonathan smirked. "If you wanna have sex please turn your video off...oh. and mute it!" Bryce yelled. "Alright give me about 10 minutes" I left the call carrying her to the bedroom dropping her down on the bed and continuing on with our make out session we were having leading off to something else.

As we walked back into the room. {Y/N} looked over to me smiling. "Hey Ohm" I smiled sadly at her sitting back down, she reached her hand out with the bandage. I tok her hand raising it as I kissed her wrist holding it into mine. Luke motioned Jon out leaving just us two alone. "Why do this..." I choked out. "I...I..." her eyes widened. "Ohm..." "What?" "Y-You... broke up with me. I was broken... I love you..." her eyes watered up. "I love you too... so so much." "Then why did you cheat on me?" The tears rolled down her cheeks. "I..." ' You're like two rocks that fit perfectly together. Don't break it' "There's something I gotta be honest with you about..." I took a deep breath.

{Y/N} POV

"I never cheated on you, I made Luke say that as an excuse... I didn't want to break up with you..." "Then why did you?" His hazel orbs watered up. "I'm your brother... {Y/N}. I only found out last week" my breath hitched in my throat, I tried pulling my hand away, he held on to it tightly. "But that doesn't stop us. Jonathan made me see some sense. If you don't then I understand and it can be awkward. But I still love you." "I still love you too... It might change some things... but..." "But?.." "It doesn't change how I still feel about you Ryan" I saw that smile tug on his face using his real name. He leaned over finally kissing me, missing his lips. Honestly it hasn't changed my mind about him. I'll always see him as my boyfriend and hopefully my husband soon.

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