Ohmwrecker {One shots}

Goodbye my lover

{Y/N} POV

"2? "No 3!" "Really?" I giggled as Ryan smiled at that, the way his hazel orbs twinkled, the way it puts me into a trance and to fall in love with this man even more. "3 kids it is"

2 long weeks since the death of the man I should be calling my husband. I didn't care what state I was in... I was by his grave sobbing, the rain poured harder as I sat there letting the makeup run, letting some of my hair go in my face.

That was until the rain randomly stopped only to see it in front of me, I saw there was a umbrella hovering over me, seeing who it was. It was only my brother.

"C'mon" he sighed. "I...I can't" I choked out. "Luke I can't, I... disappoint him, I let him down-" "You didn't, I know for a fact he didn't think any of those things, you changed his life, he fell in love with you, as horrible as him being the one... you have to say goodbye"

"So... I was thinking we can move to Chicago" he said giving me a twirl as I smiled going back to slow dancing, twirling around slowly. "What do you think?" His lip was hovering over mine. I stared at it before looking up to him. "Definitely" our lips met, the whole lovey dovey typical 'only two people in the room' well it generally felt like that...

"But I can't..." I looked up into my brother baby brown orbs seeing the hurt in his eyes, this was his best friend. He crouched down in front of me. "Think of your baby..." he whispered glancing down at my 5 month bump. "He was so happy when he found out I was pregnant..."

"Ryan...-" "What did the doctor say?" He was staring down in concern holding my hands in comfort. My eyes watered up as I smiled. "I'm pregnant" his eyes widened to that. "Shut up!" The tears fell as he pulled me into a hug. "This isn't happening!" I pulled away giggling. "I love you so much!" "I love you too Ryan"

"A boy right?" Luke asked , he decided to sit down me with the umbrella over us, hearing it hit harshly against it. The silence was broken when he asked me the question. "What happened?.." I slowly looked up to him.

A sudden bang echoed out scaring me awake. Ryan was woken up as well, his hands were resting on my bump. He was frowning looking down at me. "Stay here" he mumbled getting himself up. I sat up waiting a few minutes fiddling with the blanket when I heard a gun shot. In instinct I ran to the noise, to the scene to see Ryan slowly collapse on to the floor. "And this is what happens when you don't go with the deal, when you don't pay us back!" The guy in the mask growled. What...

"What?" Luke frowned. "His job... he lied to me about his job... he was a hitman... They made a bid on if he killed me.. he'd get 10 million.. he turned it down and because of that... he payed the price..

"Sorry sweetheart but it had to happen the masked man chuckled. "Let's go" he said to his partner running out. I collapsed to my knees holding down on to his wound crying. "Ryan!" I screamed. He was coughing out blood staring at me, seeing how scared he was. "I'm sorry" he choked out sounding like was about to puke. "No..." "I'm sorry... look after our baby..." his eyes shut as his body went limp, I was pressing down harder on his wound to stop the bleeding. "NO!!" I screamed crying out. "RYAN!!"

4 months later

"He's beautiful" I choked out smiling as my baby was laying on my chest. Luke was smiling seeing his nephew. And that's when my son eyes opened, I gasped seeing a glimpse of the colour. And that's when he stared up at me with his hazel orbs. "My precious little boy... you are so much like your daddy..." I closed my eyes kissing the top of his head feeling a tear fall.