Ohmwrecker {One shots}

I'm just not good enough

{Y/N POV}

As I walked out the bathroom, Ryan stood up waiting for my answer.

"Another negative." I smiled lightly trying to not show my pain.

He let out a defeated sigh.

2 years....

2 years we have been trying. Nothing seemed to work.

As I sat myself down on the end of the bed. Ryan hand went into mine, reassuring me.

"You will be a mother {Y/N} I promise." He said, I slowly looked up to his hazel eyes. "When the time is right." I confidently said.

The door was pushed open, Tiny came in waggling his tail seeing us. "I mean, we still have this little baby don't we." I cooed to the little brown and white Jack Russell. Ryan chuckled to that seeing how much I've bonded with the new dog.

I was very skeptical at first getting a new dog after losing Buddy. If felt like I was replacing him. But i was reminded he will always be in my heart and my first love of a companion. I never grew up with pets so when I first dated Ryan, Buddy felt like a first dog to me.

Tiny let out a bark running out the room. "I'll go feed the monster." Ryan said getting himself up. Before leaving the room, he looked at me for moment.

"I love you." He said smiling which broke out a small smile on my face. "I love you too." I said.

few years later

"Tiny." I groaned. This dog was glued to my hip a lot more and will not leave my side. Ryan and I decided to take a break trying for a baby since it was putting a lot of pressure on me and a strain in the relationship.

Ryan was currently doing his stream next door as I was in bed cuddled with the dog watching a film, for a few days I've been feeling fatigue and naseua. Ryan told me to rest in bed for a few days to see if that would help me. It did at first. But now I'm just bored or sleeping.

"Do you think I'm pregnant?" I asked Tiny as a joke. Tiny titled his head a little before letting out a whin.

"Should I take one? I mean I don't wanna get my hopes up... if it's-" I stopped myself realising that I was talking to a dog. "Nevermind. It is what it is " I said deciding to take a test and put my mind at ease.

After following the instruction, I left the test on the side and washed my hands. It wasn't even a minute when I noticed the lines forming.

And that's when I saw it.

The second line, and it was as clear as anything.

"Oh my god..."

I had to hold myself up so I wouldn't faint. "This isn't happening..." fresh hot tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Babe?" The door opened wider. "Are you ok? I came to quickly check on you. What's wrong love?" He asked the concern showing on his face.

I pointed to the test that was left on the counter as he walked over to it picking it up.

I can see he was staring at it probably trying to process it in his mind and that's when I saw his face lit up as he looked at me in shock.

"You're..."

I nodded my head breaking into more fresh tears.

"Oh my... babe..." he pulled me into a tight hug lifting me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist crying into the crook of his neck.

"We're gonna be parents!" He yelled making me laugh through my tears.

We finally did it.