All you need is someone

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{Y/N} POV

Its come to the point in life on where you wanna go or what you wanna do in the future. With the world bringing you down, people bringing you down you come to the point in life on wanting to give up and just cry in your room feeling alone, so that's what I was doing.

I turned my phone off, closed my blinds and locked myself in my bedroom curled up in my bed balling my eyes out. Am I being a pussy for this? Maybe. Do I care? No!

Feeling to lonely I switched my phone on to put on some music but as I did it spazzed out so much from missed calls and messages, mainly from Ohm. I opened up some of them reading it.

Delirious -

9:24am - Hey, where you at hoochi? I need my controller back! XD

11:45pm - Did you die?

12:22pm - {Y/N}?

Cartoonz -

12.24pm - Wanna play some siege later if you're not studying?

12:56pm - Hellooo

13:00pm - Was that a no?

Bryce -

14: 23pm - Everything alright?

14:25pm - {Y/N}?

14:30pm - Why are you ignoring everyone?

14:45pm - I hope you're ok.

Mini -

15:23pm - People are worrying about you, you ok {Y/N}?

16:23pm - Ohm is losing his shit, pls answer.

Ohm -

8:23am - Morning beautiful xx

11:45am - Hey babe, is it ok to come around yours tomorrow? xx

13:43pm - Babe? xx

14:02pm - {Y/N}?

15:34pm - Hey, you alright?

15:54pm - {Y/N} pls answer me, you're scaring me.

16:19pm - Did I do something wrong?

16:20pm - Baby...

I freaked out seeing the dots. He sent me another message.

17:03pm - Why are you ignoring me? :(

I didn't know whether to respond, when I jumped again seeing he was calling on Skype, I sighed sitting up answering it.

"{Y/N} what the hell?! I thought you were dead!" As I went to open my mouth to say something nothing came out so I shut it. "Babe, are you ok?" He frowned. "Have you been crying? Who upset you? Was it Cartoonz again? Want me to punch him for you?" I shook my head no. "{Y/N} talk to meee, you've been so antisocial to everyone today, no one could get through to you."

That's when I finally broke down again. "Babe... what's wrong?" "I...I..." I couldn't spit my words out. "Nothing" "It seems like something.... c'mon tell your boyfriend what's wrong" "Nothing, it's nothing. I got to go Ohm" "Wait {Y/N}!"

I looked to him as he sighed being thankful I didn't end the call. Yet. "Do you need a hug?" I took a thought on that and slowly nodded. "I need you Ohm..." I choked out breaking into more tears. "I'm on my way baby." The call ended, I fell back down curling up continuing on letting my tears out. 

What seems like hours, I felt my bed dip beside me as someone arm went around me, when I looked over my shoulder. It was Ohm as I turned around jumping into his arms. "I'm here for you" he cooed. "Always" he whispered letting me cry on to his shoulder whilst he rubbed my back comforting me.

When I finally ran out of tears, slowly pulling away Ohm was wiping my tear stained cheeks giving me a light kiss on my forehead. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" He said gently as I brought my knees to my chest hugging a pillow. "It's stupid" "Nothing stupid, everyone needs to cry once in a while" "Not like this, I'm a god damn waterfall" I hiccuped blushing a little for doing that.

He was sat in front of me in the middle of the bed. "I don't know anymore Ohm." "What do you mean?" He frowned. "About... life, it's such a cruel world... there's nothing to do, I don't know what I wanna do, I'm so alone in this... I'm nothing." "Hey! That is so not true, you mean so much to me {Y/N} {L/N} and don't you forget that, you have some amazing friends and yes they can be bonkers at times but everyone is once in a while, some more than others, but you will get somewhere in life, you're smart, you're the most down to earth most caring and sweetest person I know on this earth, and I couldn't ask for a better girl than you, which is why I'm gonna do this now instead of later"

I frowned to that when he went to his back pocket pulling out a small blue velvet box, he opened it up showing me the most beautiful ring I have ever seen. "{Y/N}?" I took my eyes off the ring looking up to him. "Will you marry me?" My eyes watered up once again as my hand shakily went over my mouth before removing it. "You ass I just stopped crying... Yes" I laughed through my tears as he slipped it on kissing my hand. "Don't you ever think you mean nothing to this world, you do to so many people that you don't even know it and you will figure out your future, it takes time, you just gotta try new things until you think. 'I like this, this is definitely for me'."

I smiled lightly slowly nodding. "Don't let people compare themself to you, don't let people rush you, take it at your own paste ok?" "Thank you... Ohm" "I'm always here, don't ever EVER cry alone, call me, text me. I'm here." "I love you so much" I giggled as he smiled at that. "I love you so much too" we both slowly leaned in smiling staring into each other eyes before closing them letting our lips finally meet.

Baby steps... I can do that.

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