Does the picture hold the truth? (Kyoya x OC)

9:Relax

I'm many things. A painter, musician, model, brown belt, etc. That doesn't mean my life comes easy. Well you'd sort of expect me to be saying this, unless it wasn't the cliche of someone who's perfect really isn't. Although that isn't completely my life.

"Dawn, it's time for your photo shoot"

I love my life. I'm passionate about everything I do. Some things I've done weren't always the best, but I've learned to move on.

"Alright mom, I'm coming"

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I wasn't like how I am now. If I wasn't a model, musician or anything else. If I was just a normal person with no talent. Would I still be me? Or would it change who I am entirely.

"Today you are going to look like an angel"

I never get any breaks. It's constantly one thing after another. I learned to live with it, but it can get hectic at times. It's hard on me, but I have to be hard on myself to keep up with my career.

"Now go put on your costume and get hair and makeup done"

One thing after another.

"Perfect, stand right there. Great"

Constantly.

"Lunch break, be back in fifteen"

For 8 years.

"I got you a sandwich dear, is that ok?"

And who knows how much longer.

"Yeah thanks"

Possibly forever.

"Alright everybody back to it"

Or maybe only another hour.

"And that's a wrap"

That's what happens when you aren't careful. One wrong move and it's all over. That is what's so hard about my life. And because of this I've never learnt to take a moment for myself, always too worried about the future.

"Dawn, I need you to make another outfit for next week"

Free time isn't a word used in my life.

"Sure"

But lately I've learned to pause for a moment.

"Wonderful"

Because of them. The Host club manages to do everything but still remain calm. They do their jobs, but also have time for themselves. They taught me a valuable lesson.

"Don't worry too much. If you need, I can push back the date of the outfits a little further. I know what you have on your agenda"

Thanks to him. He helps me stay calm. He helps me not overwork myself. If not for him, I would be a mess, considering everything I have to do including my jobs in the Host club.

"Thanks, but I think I'll find time"

Kyoya is there for me.

"Alright, remember to relax"

He keeps me sane.

My life is a mess. But the mess has the most wonderful people embellished in it. Especially the ones that care about me most.

"Kyoya I have them finished"

Time passes quickly, but I'm able to slow it down for a while.

"Great. Would you like some tea?"

Take time for yourself.

"Yes, thank you"

Be calm and collective.

"You have done a wonderful job on all your works so far"

Be friendly and nice.

"Thank you. People tell me I have a gift"

Don't fret.

"Honey, it's your mother, you have a modelling gig in an hour"

Remain. Calm.

"Ok"

Give yourself time to think.

"I have to go. Thanks for the tea"

No time for love.

Barely time for friends and family.

Only time for work.

I can't do this, can I?

I can. Kyoya said so.

It must be true, right?

I'll be ok. I know it. Thanks to those around me, especially the one always there for me, Kyoya.