What Do I Do

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He falls to his knees, surrendering to this cruel world that has put him through all of this.
He is no more, he's nothing now, what is the point in fighting.  He clenches the dirt beneath his fingers, pushing dirt in his nails and tears changing the color of soil beneath him. His arms so tired they give out, he lies flat on the dark black world. 

Insanity walks up to him looking down, "get up" he says softly, Jonathan doesn't move but remains still. Under was a man of despair, under him was a broken man, the effort, the future he thought he had of ridding this world from these demons, with the one he cares about was ruined.  He wants to die, he'd bite his tongue off if he could, unfortunately is too tired.  "Just kill me already"

"I said get up!!!" As insanity kicks Jonathan's shoulder hearing a snap, breaking his right shoulder. 

"What for.. what will you do.." Jonathan says with such pain under his voice.

"If you don't get up.." Insanity takes a pause to think of what he will do, frustrated and mad that Jonathan won't listen he kneels down and flips him over.

Jonathan's face is covered in dirt and ashes, filled with tears.  His hair very filthy and hands scarred. 

Jonathan hears a voice from inside, it's Asmodeus. "Get the book"
"No" Jonathan says with his eyes closed,
He's tired of fighting,
Tired of all this.
"Get the book!"

Jonathan scrapes his knee across the Burt dirt to raise himself up. Slowly kneeling and beginning to stand, he's to meet eye to eye with insanity.
"Let her be at peace..."

Insanity chuckled under his breath sarcastically..
"Why would I ever do that?"

Jonathan felt his fingers twitch,
"Mother, trust me with your power"

"You can't take it"

"Stop talking to her! She's a disgrace to demons!"

Jonathan punched insanity, insanity turns his head back, he didn't move an inch.

Looking down at the ground, Jonathan ignites in blue flames and raises his head to look insanity dead in the eye once more.

"Your nothing without Asmodeus Jonathan, just give up.  This world will be mine to rule soon!"

Jonathan laughs

"Insanity! You only nuked one spot out of the entire world, you didn't do crap!"

"That's where your wrong kiddo, this world isn't being destroyed by me. It's just Time for the grand reset!"

"Why do you mean?"

"You know! Oh hear that? Black Plague is that you?"

"No... stop it!"

"Yes! yes! YES! This is your childhood starting all over again! Accept this time you'll have nobody!"

"Oh really? I have all of the time in the world! My strength that stops you will never stop! I'll never leave! You can't get rid of me! I wonder why? Hmmmm"

Getting cocky Jonathan smirks at insanity.

"The deal you made! I can never leave you! I promise you remember? I'm that dream?"

"That was towards Jackson! Not you idiot!"

"Oh?"

Reaches in his bag next to him and pulls out a gun.

"If I pull this trigger will I die?"

Insanity laughs taunting him saying he won't do it. Cause he knows he won't, he's not sure at all if his fate.

Jonathan raises his hand with the gun and clears a spot under his hair and pulls the trigger without any hesitation. His head jerked to the side blood drains out his head and pieces, bits, and chunks from inside on the ground.

"See?"

Insanity eyes widen as he gets angry realizing his mistake! He charges at Jonathan and he places his finer on insanities forehead and whispers..

"Flame sealed fate.."

Insanity goes to flames and thick black liquid, Jonathan takes a deep breath in and looks forward.

"Is this what the entire world looks like mother?"

"Yes sadly"

Jonathan grabs his satchel and the book in his Hand. He looks down and sees a long brown trench coat insanity had that he takes to put on.

"It's gonna get cold soon mother, let's find a place to get warm"

Jonathan walks into the black singed wasteland, what's to happen next. Can he even take care of himself?! He's nothing but a dislocated arm slit neck and a bullet in his skull.  So pale he could blend in with the snow, he's just going to walk until he can't anymore for now.

"Mother, I have one bullet left"

"I'd save it Jonny, you'll not find another for a very very long time."
 

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