A new start (A Kim Jonghyun fanfic)

Chapter 1 - I'm back

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This story is purely fictional. Character, business, places, events and incidents are either the products of my imagination or used in a fictitious manner. I do not own SHINee but I do own this story. I hereby disclaim any liability to any party for any loss, damage, or disruption caused by errors or omissions, whether such errors or omissions result from negligence, accidents or any other cause. Also, don't copy my story or translate without my permission.

Chapter 1 - I'm back

Sometimes life plays a joke on you. A pretty bad one.

"I have to tell you something" both of us said in unison. We both looked at each other in silence until both of us broke into laughter. "You first" Hana said after she regained herself from laughing.

My hands shivered from the cold. November had just started and it was very cold; and my lack of thick clothes weren't helping. Hana and I were total opposites. Hana was tall, while I was short. Hana had a black hair, I had brown hair. Hana was popular, I was unsocial. Hana always had a bright personality, while I had mood swings.

I looked at her with a serious expression and gathered all my courage to tell her about my one and only crush. Hana is my best friend and she knows that I like somebody from my childhood. She has been dying to know who it is and I think I am ready to tell her now. "Well, I want to answer your question." I said and looked into her eyes.

Her eyes shined bright and she smiled at me with a sincere heart. "I knew you will be ready to tell me someday. So tell me, who is the lucky guy?" she said and giggled at the end. "I will only say, if you tell me what you wanted to say to me first" I said and gave her a mischievous smile.

"You never change, huh? Anyway, actually I want to apologize to you; I have hidden something from you. Lately I have taken an interest in this one guy and some hours ago, he asked me out!" she said and jumped up and down in excitement. "Oh my, my, look how happy you are! I truly wish you congratulations from my heart." I said and jumped up and down with her.

"By the way, who is it?" I asked curiously. "It's Oliver from the B class" I suddenly stopped jumping and looked at Hana with a shocked expression. This was a bad joke, right? No, it's probably a dream. "What's wrong?" she asked and stopped jumping too. I shook my head and said "Nothing, let's grab some dinner." I said and dragged her arm with me.

"Hey, weren't you about to tell me the name of your crush?" she asked and stopped walking. "Nope, I changed my mind" I said and grinned ear to ear. "Darn it" she said and walked ahead of me. I looked at Hana and smiled at her. She deserved happiness and I shouldn't stand in her way.

"Are you coming now or not?" she asked and walked into the cheapest but best restaurant we knew. "Hey, wait for me" I said in a loud voice and ran to her.

Oh, Hana if only I could tell you about my crush. If only I could tell his name and talk with you about him. If only I could tell you that his name is Oliver. But I guess this will remain as a secret, I should move on. Sadly, this wasn't a bad joke neither a dream, this was the plain reality which hit me hard.

It was after a while, about 2 months later, when Hana discovered my diary. I swear, this diary was the biggest mistake I ever made. I should have thrown it away, I should have never written anything about Oliver in this diary. Now, Hana knew everything and I couldn't hide anything from her anymore. There was a long silence between us, we just looked at each other and the time seemed to pass too slowly.

"So you like Oliver?" she plainly asked me. "Wait, let me explain. It's true what you read in my book, but believe me, I truly want you to be with him." I said. "Do you still like him?" she asked plainly again. "Believe me, I just need some time and I'll soon be over him" Tears started to form in my eyes, when I saw Hana's unbelieving face expression.