No Face ~ Uta (Tokyo Ghoul) x Reader

Part 16

You were siting in the library with your history book spread open widely but you were distracted by something else than studying, the piece of paper from Uta lied in front of you, you were thinking all the time what you could write down since there was nothing you wanted right now, all you wanted you had and everything else you couldn't write down that included your feelings... you bit your pen until a familiar voice made you snap out of your clouds

"Hello sweetie!" you looked up to see Itori walking over to your table with a bunch of bar tender books in her hands

"Itori, it's nice to see you" you greeted her and she took a seat across from you

"Nice to see you here (first name) are you studying hard for school?" you blushed in embarrassment and removed your pen from your mouth

"I-I try.." she looked at your history book and saw the paper from Uta's art book

"Why do you have a paper piece from Uta's art book? That textbook is holy to him" you looked down and noticed it was lying obviously open over your book

"I...Uhhh... this is for my birthday... he gave it to me" she smiled and rested her chin on her hand

"Oh really? Are you supposed to write down your wish or something?" she asked curious, you blushed deeper and played with the pen in your fingers

"Something like that..." she noticed your weakness and kept asking

"Then why is it still empty? Isn't there anything you want for your birthday?" you looked down in your lap still playing with the pen

"I... don't really know what to wish for, I have everything I could ask for" Itori was not stupid she realized a while ago that you liked Uta more than you should

"Then why don't you ask for something you really want?" you looked at her with confused eyes

"What do you mean?" she smiled

"It's your birthday after all so you can wish for anything right? Why don't you write down what you really want from him?" your heart started to pick up speed slowly and your eyes saddened lightly

"I don't know what you mean.." Itori placed her hand on your cheek and brought your face back up to meet with her eyes

"I know how you feel about Uta" her words made your eyes widen in shock

"W-What??" she smiled warmly to calm you

"Don't worry I am not going to tell... I just want you to be honest with yourself and write down on that paper what you really want from him, I am sure he will be happy if you write down what your heart desires the most" you felt even more sad and closed your eyes

"I... can't... he did so much for me that it would be to selfish to ask for something like this... he does not even know about my feelings and the last thing I want is to trouble him with them..." Itori understood you well since she knew herself what consequences it bares to be with a human

"Trust me on this ok... I know he will accept any wish you write down on that paper, you know why?" you looked up to her

"Why?"

"Because you mean a lot to him and he would do anything to make you happy" her words let your heart speed and you smiled lightly

"So trust me, write down whatever you desire and he will make sure to give it to you, he will do anything to see you smile... that's why he gave you that paper in the first place right?" you thought about what she said for a moment until you nodded