Hey i know i havent been on in a while and its awkward i talk to no one on here anymore but i thought id let you know whats going on lately. well everything sucks charles balls (inside joke sorry:/) anywhore my life has went down to me relapsing all the time haha yay no showing arms or thighs :/ i have never wanted so much to feel something than right now cutting isnt working pills do nothing i just want to feel again is that so much to ask? i know i dont belive in a god but jesus christ i would fuckin stick my hand in a bleader just to be able to feel again. and i cant tell anyone who would care because who am i kidding no one could careless if i died or disappeared and i know i have people who try but it doent help i have no idea what to do. no one should have to go through this but its life and i hate it i guess all i can say for now is FUCK YOU LIFE!!!!!!
