In this together Diza

Miscarriage

Liza POV
I couldn't believe what the doctor was saying. I zoned out
Doctor- would you like me to call your husband?
L- no that's okay can my friends come in
Doctor- of course
I didn't cry. my baby was gone I was heartbroken yes but I didn't want to cry
G- Liza are you okay
L- I'm alright
I could tell she was crying probably worried about me
L- Zane can you call David
G- are you going to forgive him
L- no he deserves to know
Z- do you want to tell him
L- no
He took out his phone and left the room the nurse came in with my discharge papers and I signed them
Zane came back into the room with tears in his eyes and he hugged gabbie and then me.
Z- that was the hardest thing I've ever had to do
L- thank you so much gabbie can we go back to your place
G- yes let's go
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I was on gabbies guest bed and then there was a knock on the bedroom door I opened the door to see a puffy eyed David. I didn't say anything he just hugged me tightly I didn't hug back he sat on the bed
L- I'm sorry I lost the baby David
He started to cry
D- I don't understand why
L- the doctor said I was under a lot of unhealthy stress
D- are you still mad at me
L- yes
D- I'm so sorry baby
L- yeah I know
I know I was being a bitch but I'm just very pissed off
He rubbed his eyes took off his hat and put his hands in his hair.
D- are you okay are you In pain
L- I'm okay
D- that's all that really matters to me is that your alright
I just half smiled and laid down on the bed.
D- are we going to get divorce
L- no
I herd him sigh in relief
D- how long are you going to be mad at me
L- I really don't know
I laid down in bed and pulled the cover over myself
David laid down and tried to cuddle me but I just pushed his arm off. He turned around that's when this all hit me I started to bawl my eyes out David turned around and put his arms around me and pulled me close into his chest his hand was on the back of my head and he rested his chin in my head.
D- baby everything will be alright
L- no it won't be i lost our baby I'm your rebound chick
D- your so much more then that too me and you know that.

David POV
I was hurting bad. My baby died and my other baby is heartbroken.
D- that's all that really matters to me is that your alright
She just half smiled at me
D- are we going to get divorce
L- no
I sighed in relief
D- how long are you going to be mad at me
L- I really don't know
She pulled the covers over herself. I tried to cuddle her but she took my arm off of her. I felt so bad it was making me sick. The whole plane ride here I was super sick.
I turns the other way on the bed and tried to go to sleep then Liza started bawling her eyes out I turned around and put my arms around her pulled her close to my chest and I put my hand on the back of her head and just held her. I didn't know if everything was going to be okay
D- baby everything will be alright
L- no it won't be i lost our baby I'm your rebound chick
D- your so much more then that too me and you know that
She was so much more to me then the girl I took home that night to get over Lexie. Now she's my wife and I need to be there for her.
She fell asleep in my arms. She cried herself to sleep. I fell asleep at some point fully clothed because I didn't want to let go of her. I just knew that everything would be alright if I just held her. I woke up to her still sleeping in my arms I just rubbed her back until she woke up. She woke up looked at me in my eyes. Her eyes have never looked so sad. I let go of her and she went to the bathroom. I put on some sweat pants to be comfy. She walked out of the bathroom and put on my hoodie and some shorts and laid back down in bed.
L- I don't forgive you I'm just not mad at you
D- baby what do I have to do
L- nothing right now there's nothing you can do.

Those last words haunted me there's nothing you can do. Did I mess this up?