WHY ME PT. 1

im crying rn

i was planning on do another appreciation tag with amber

then when today my sister sent me this

a screenshot of amber's instagram post... this breaks my heart

its hurts me seeing how much effort, work, heart, time... everything an idol gives but the company neglects them so so so much

amber is an inspiration to me

she taught me how to love myself and be beautiful no matter anyone thinks

she taught me that beauty is not only physically but inside

she went through so much to be what she is a kpop idol but all she got was hate and force from the company

she doesn't deserve this

no one deserves this

i hate that the biggest most famous company is being allowed to abuse the trainees and idols bc of their looks or etc

there is so much to those idols and trainees the sm doesn't see

it only sees their looks and how much money they'll get them

i want to fly to korea and beat the crap out of sm and tell him to stop the abuse!! stop everything!!!

jessica was being ignored by girls generation but did u see it no

luhan, tao, kris weren't being treated the way the koreans were

damn and you didn't give a crap that kai wasn't healed enough to dance but you made him dance

lay fainted because he didn't have enough sleep

heney had the same problem as amber... if sm doesn't fix something it's going to happen more and more, then you'll lose money

then all the 'old' idol groups (super junior, girls generation, fx, shinee, exo, etc) will leave

and all you'll have is a small company with what NCT? RED VELVET??

NCT can leave whenever they want with no lawsuit and idk about red velvet

but eventually you'll have no money

what are you gonna do? you cant start up again bc you were a shiteu company to the idols

when i go and watch the 'debut years' of exo, you can see that their eyes are red they're tired GIVE THEM A BREAK

im just done with freaking sm

you know what sm *flips the finger*
you don't deserve all the money you earn
bc the idols themselves earn it

fuck you sm

im out.