Mathews P.O.V
Holy maple he's kissing me! Why?! Oh my god I'm so screwed! I didn't know how to react so I just went with it. I kissed back shyly and closed my eyes not really knowing what to do with my hands so I just put them around his shoulders and tried not to do anything dumb. I felt his hands rest on my hips and pull me a bit closer to him, he ran his tongue over my bottom lip and, damn me, I squeaked before pulling away from him, blushing and glancing down.
"W-why..."
I stutter and look at my feet feeling his eyes on me, god I felt terrible! It wasn't his fault but I'm just not ready for this. I don't want to get hurt again.
"I-I'm sorry."
He says taking a step back and turning around
"I'll go get dressed."
He mumbled and started walking away.
" Yes that would be for the best."
I say quietly and walk away closing my fists and not even noticing the pain and blood dripping down from my palm. Walking back down the hall to my room I felt my eyes burning, slowly starting to feel tears
prick my eyes, I managed to make it to my room and lock the door before I slid down the wall and started sobbing. I buried my head into my knees and quietly cried trying not to let Gil know.
I can't have another relationship, not yet, I'm still trying to get used to people and after my last one, I don't think I can ever actually trust someone enough to let them into my heart.
Gilbert's P.O.V
Why did I do that?! Why did I kiss him?! Now he hates me! I don't think he will ever look at me the same.
Shit!
I walked to my room and closed the door and getting dressed quickly and quietly. I sighed and walked out to the kitchen and leaving a note.
Dear Mathew
I'm really sorry.
If your not ready for anything then I'll give you space. Just tell me if you want me to leave alright? I'll never try anything again I promise and just know I still want to be friends with you,
Gilbert.
3rd P.O.V
Gilbert finished up the note making sure there were no spelling errors and it looked nice enough before he walked to Mathews door, sliding it underneath and standing. As he stood he could hear some shuffling and a drawer open then some scribbling before another note was slid back under the door
Dear Gilbert,
It's fine, I'm not mad and I just... over reacted.
I'm sorry if you thought any different, and no you don't need to leave, you can stay here as long as you want don't worry. I just need a bit of time.
I'll come out before dinner I promise, so do what ever you would like. The tv remote is on my kitchen counter and you can have anything from the fridge.
-Mathew
I smile Lightly and walk towards the kitchen and look around before walking into the hall and putting my hands on my hips
"Well, why not organize"
I start unpacking and setting the living room up and cleaning as I went along, this is going to take a while.
I'm realllly sorry I haven't updated in forever but here's a pretty long chapter so yeah, il try to update soon but no promises, sorry once again
Cheers-Isabel
